First came Bob's Story. Before becoming a 'winnard,' he was 'Angel.' The first book is 'Angel No More.'
The background story was never published as a book, but can be read below, (bottom)
Angel No More
A boy is discovered walking on a country road. He is injured, exhausted, lost and alone. He refuses to tell what happened to him, and the name he gives matches no records. But he tells a story, a story of routine kidnaps, murders, and abuse. It wasn't him, though - he was never there. ‘Someone’ had told him about it. This is Bob's story.
You Gotta Have Manners
Young Sid very much wants a new mum and dad, and is willing to put a great deal of effort into finding one. He is good-looking enough, ‘passable,’ as he is told, but as he says rather too often, ‘You gotta have manners.’
Trevanian's Leap
Frank Ryan was coming to the end of his time at Penwinnard. He felt himself so much more grown up now than the scared kid he’d been when his mother had been sentenced to a prison term. But now there was more change coming – a new place to live, a new school, and he’d lose the friends he’d made at Penwinnard - Bob and Dallas, but especially Greg. He’d never really had friends before. He shouldn’t be frightened. He was so much more grown up now...
It was in this book that the Penwinnard boys first decided they wanted their special tattoo.
But only for those who'd done the Leap.
Lionel's Wedding
Welfare kids have got to be tough, but Steven Vikkers is not tough. He calls himself 'soft,' though at fourteen, he has not yet decided whether or not he is gay. Gays get bashed in his neighbourhood. Being a welfare kid might not be ideal, but it is safe.
Kids who wind up in welfare homes are those for whom life has not gone well. Often they are victims of poor parenting, sometimes they have no parenting. All of them carry scars.
Dallas has a shell, and he explains its significance - that you can see where tiny creatures have bored through its shell, and there are barnacles on it with broken edges.
'It's like us, you see? We're all scarred and some of us have awful memories, some of us maybe have nightmares or we're scared when we shouldn't be. We're not perfect, but the animal that lived in this shell, it grew very big and tough in spite of everything.'
There is more adventure than usual in this book, an attempted kidnap, and sadly, one of their beloved dogs is killed. Black Jessie, almost invisible in the night. But she helps save Jimmy and Steve.
Mutty's Fort
Mutty is the hero of the fifth book. When a big storm wrecks their own beach, and changes the beaches all along the coast line, it is Mutty who seizes the opportunity.
He builds a ‘fort’ with the planks washed ashore – a small shelter that is good for playing, good for having a campfire on the beach, and when more serious problems arise, it acts as a centre for meetings and discussion.
The Penwinnard boys have to act together, they have to be clever, and they have to be persistent.
And now, the final book - Price of Survival
It was called just 'the farm,' and was patronised only by the extremely rich. Its wares were beautiful boys, kidnapped and held prisoner. There was no escape. Instead, usually when they were in their late teens, they were 'retired,' put to sleep, never to awaken.
But a far more cruel death was chosen for the one they called Angel. No-one could have expected him to survive, but he did survive, and his survival led to the exposure of the farm, the rescue of the boys, and to charges being laid against over a hundred of its former clients.
There were repeated attempts to have the rescued boys killed. None succeeded. The farm staff were not as heavily protected. None survived.
But Angel is not with the other survivors. The clients assume that he died years before, and that is his biggest protection, far more than his changed name and his changed appearance.
Bertrand Zappacosta is a drug lord, extremely rich, extremely powerful. He watches a video - the one he knew as Angel as the 'star' of a snuff movie. But that second part of the movie, when he gets killed? He has his doubts, watches it several times, and smiles. Angel is alive. He wants him, and when Zappacosta wants something, he nearly always gets it.
Price of Survival was released at the beginning of March, 2016.
It was in this book that the Penwinnard boys first decided they wanted their special tattoo.
But only for those who'd done the Leap.
Lionel's Wedding
Welfare kids have got to be tough, but Steven Vikkers is not tough. He calls himself 'soft,' though at fourteen, he has not yet decided whether or not he is gay. Gays get bashed in his neighbourhood. Being a welfare kid might not be ideal, but it is safe.
Kids who wind up in welfare homes are those for whom life has not gone well. Often they are victims of poor parenting, sometimes they have no parenting. All of them carry scars.
Dallas has a shell, and he explains its significance - that you can see where tiny creatures have bored through its shell, and there are barnacles on it with broken edges.
'It's like us, you see? We're all scarred and some of us have awful memories, some of us maybe have nightmares or we're scared when we shouldn't be. We're not perfect, but the animal that lived in this shell, it grew very big and tough in spite of everything.'
There is more adventure than usual in this book, an attempted kidnap, and sadly, one of their beloved dogs is killed. Black Jessie, almost invisible in the night. But she helps save Jimmy and Steve.
Mutty's Fort
Mutty is the hero of the fifth book. When a big storm wrecks their own beach, and changes the beaches all along the coast line, it is Mutty who seizes the opportunity.
He builds a ‘fort’ with the planks washed ashore – a small shelter that is good for playing, good for having a campfire on the beach, and when more serious problems arise, it acts as a centre for meetings and discussion.
The Penwinnard boys have to act together, they have to be clever, and they have to be persistent.
And now, the final book - Price of Survival
It was called just 'the farm,' and was patronised only by the extremely rich. Its wares were beautiful boys, kidnapped and held prisoner. There was no escape. Instead, usually when they were in their late teens, they were 'retired,' put to sleep, never to awaken.
But a far more cruel death was chosen for the one they called Angel. No-one could have expected him to survive, but he did survive, and his survival led to the exposure of the farm, the rescue of the boys, and to charges being laid against over a hundred of its former clients.
There were repeated attempts to have the rescued boys killed. None succeeded. The farm staff were not as heavily protected. None survived.
But Angel is not with the other survivors. The clients assume that he died years before, and that is his biggest protection, far more than his changed name and his changed appearance.
Bertrand Zappacosta is a drug lord, extremely rich, extremely powerful. He watches a video - the one he knew as Angel as the 'star' of a snuff movie. But that second part of the movie, when he gets killed? He has his doubts, watches it several times, and smiles. Angel is alive. He wants him, and when Zappacosta wants something, he nearly always gets it.
Price of Survival was released at the beginning of March, 2016.
Penwinnard: Bob’s Story
This story is exclusive to this web-page.
The Penwinnard stories began as this – the short backstory
for a projected TV series.
Bob’s Story contains accounts of sex - boy/man and
boy/young woman.
If this will offend you, do not read it.
Chapter 1:
Three
men sat at their ease in the comfortable lounging room of a casino. They were
in Nice, France, and they were speaking French, occasionally switching to
English, and one of them used a German swear word. They were all three multi-lingual.
The eldest, Ferdinand Berlocq, said, “It’s the only way you can enjoy what you
want and be totally satisfied it won’t come back to haunt you.”
The
younger man shook his head, “To me, it seemed such a little thing, but then it
blew right out of proportion. I can’t afford to risk it again, but there’s
nothing I enjoy more.” The prince’s father had been furious, but the palace had
dealt with the scandal, and the one who’d talked had been successfully
discredited. Prince Albirich was known as ‘The Playboy Prince.’ He was of one
of the minor royal families of Europe.
Berlocq assured him, “The boys are well
treated, but they never see newspapers, never see or hear any news, so that
it’s unlikely you’ll be recognised. The boys know only your first name, or
choose another if you prefer.”
“But
they must grow up. What happens when they’re grown and see who their customers
actually are? What’s to stop them talking?”
“The
boys do not leave the farm. I’ve never asked exactly what happens when they
grow too old, but I’m assured they are never hurt, or made afraid. And they’re
happy enough. I have my own favourite, though Franz tells me he has a new one, just
eleven. He always charges more for the first time, and you can’t rely on the
boy not to struggle, but it’s a temptation.”
“Eleven!
Marc was fifteen and well paid,” the
prince said peevishly. “I still don’t understand the fuss.”
“This
one’s called Cherub, blonde, small built. A sweet face. Franz showed me his
picture. And no repercussions, guaranteed.”
“Where
does he get them from?”
“Better
not to ask. His standards are very high though. They’re not gutter brats. They
all speak well, and you’ll never be disgusted by the coarse habits of the
gutter class.”
“Much
of a selection?”
“Usually
only five or six. They’re treated kindly as I said, but no risk is taken that
they might escape. And very discreet. I don’t even know exactly where it is; not
only do they use a limousine to pick up their clients, but it’s always after
dark.”
“I
wouldn’t like to pay such an amount without viewing first.”
“Oh, you
won’t be disappointed. They’re all beautiful, ranging in age from eleven to sixteen,
plus a young man in his twenties. Strong-built, beautiful shoulders, I think
for the customers who prefer the other way.”
The
prince wrinkled his nose, “No thank you. I can’t imagine not being the dominant
one.”
“How
about tomorrow night then? Luc and I will come with you.”
Luc grinned
with anticipation. He served the dual roles of personal servant and bodyguard, but
his employer nearly always permitted him to share his pleasures. Berlocq
glanced at him and said, “Ask Luc to tell you about his Angel?”
The
prince asked, “Luc?”
Luc
smiled, “Angel. Hair as black as night, glossy and wavy, down past his
shoulders, creamy skin, flawless, fine-arched brows - you’d swear he was a prince
- a fairy-tale prince that is. Deep, deep blue eyes that look a challenge. He
used to be everyone’s favourite, the most desirable of all, but then a few
months ago, he started to fight it.”
“I
thought you said they were well-trained,” the prince said to Berlocq.
“I did.
Angel’s an exception. Franz doesn’t know what to do with him. Not many clients are
willing to fight, but Luc says he likes the challenge.”
“It’s
a requirement of my job to be able to fight if needed,” explained Luc. “So no
lightweight kid is going to be able to stop me doing exactly what I want to do.
Other men...” He shrugged, “Angel’s getting better each time and he doesn’t
pull his punches. Not many would risk being hurt, not when there’s other boys
there just as goodlooking in different ways.”
“He
could be drugged, of course.”
“Franz
refuses to do that. He has some strange principles considering what he does.”
The
prince said hesitantly, “I suppose they’re all checked... disease you know.”
“Of
course, though you can use some protection if you want. Franz doesn’t insist. I
think he assumes that any man that can afford the price will have the sense not
to get himself infected.”
*
Bakker
said quietly to Angel, as he brushed the long hair, almost bluish-black, “They’re
going to make me help with you from now on. They said you’re not to be marked, but
you have to understand that when a client wants you, then you have no choice.”
“What
about you? If they make you help, I might easily mark you.”
“I’m
different. The ones who want me now, don’t care if I have the odd mark. But
Ange, why do you fight? It only gets
you hurt.”
“They
have no right. I don’t like it and I won’t do it any more.”
“They
seem to have given up with the whippings.”
“They
were always fairly gentle whippings, it’s not like they’d risk making scars.” He
turned his head, and asked, “Bakker, how do you manage to do it to some old man?
I just couldn’t perform, I know it.”
“Mind
over matter. I don’t want to find out what happens to the ones who leave. And
anyway, most of the time, it’s just what we all do. It’s only a few who want
that.”
“I
thought it’s what they kept you for.”
“You
won’t be kept much longer if you’re not making money for him. What do you think
will happen to you then?”
“I
guess the same thing as happened to the Spice-kid.”
Bakker
said plainly, “They’ll kill you.”
“I
think so, almost certainly. But since I can’t do what you do, it only brings it
forward a few years.”
“I
think you’re too small-built to be selected for that job anyway. They want
bigger ones for that, maybe Renard when he’s older.”
The
one they called Angel was only 5’ 4”, aged fourteen, but looking younger. He
didn’t think of himself as ‘Angel.’ He’d been born Cameron Kilroy Miller, later
adopted by the Declerques, but if he escaped, he wasn’t going to admit to either
Miller or Declercque. He was going to be Robert James Kelly - ‘Bob,’ a nice
strong name. Bakker was Pierre-Antoine Benichou, but he’d nearly forgotten that
name until Angel had badgered him for it. He’d been ‘Cherub’ for a few years, then
‘Bakker.’ The names were given by Franz, use of them compulsory.
Bakker
asked, “Make-up?”
Angel
reached for the lipstick. He wasn’t Bob yet, and there was no point in being
punished for the small things. He didn’t use much, just a little reddening of
the lips, and a little eyeliner, expertly drawn around his eyes. The eyebrows
were naturally clearly marked and very black, his eyelashes long, and he didn’t
do anything further.
The
new boy, ‘Cherub’ watched from the other side of the room. It would be him one
day soon, though there had been no word that he was wanted this evening. Bakker
had offered to do it to him just to show that it wasn’t something to be
terrified of, but he’d refused. He was still hoping he’d be rescued in spite of
the evidence from the other boys that no-one had ever come for them.
No-one
had told him that they would never leave, only that it was better to submit. Even
Angel said it was better to submit, and told him that when it had been him who
was new, he’d allowed Bakker. He hadn’t wanted the first to be some old man
who’d paid money for him, and Bakker knew what to do to make it hurt less. It
was better if you knew what was to happen.
Renard
was also preparing, carefully disguising a scattering of pimples on his face. Vivid
red hair, freckles, a mischievous face, a gold stud in his left ear, indicating
to clients that he was fully trained. Renard had an appointment with the man he
knew as Ferdy. Renard thought Ferdy far too old for sex, but even he knew about
Viagra. Old men had no trouble performing these days. It made no difference
that it was a skinny old man. He had to do what he wanted. They all did, and his
eyes turned to Angel, who’d suddenly started to fight a few months before. Angel
was younger than himself. He had a horrible feeling that one day, they’d just
find him gone, as the Spice-kid had just been gone one morning, and Pepita
before him.
Jerome
and Lex took no notice of the others. They were both costumed and made up, but
had not yet been told if they had clients. They were not worried about it, and
were playing in ‘Pinball Corner’ where there were several noisy games machines.
They also had gold ear-studs, and Lex had large gold circle ear-rings as well. His
costume included gold bangles and a gold chain. Franz liked the look of the
gold against his black skin.
Bakker’s
ear-stud was different, still gold, but much larger, and with a red-jewelled
flower design. This one had meaning as well. It indicated that he was experienced
and skilful when taking the dominant role in the act of sex.
Angel
had never worn a gold stud. He’d been stubborn about certain things from the
start.
The
boys lacked little in the way of creature comforts, and Franz always treated
them with kindness and generosity, sometimes showing a real fondness - just as
long as they did their job and right up to the time they were to be ‘retired.’ The
enterprise had been going for twenty-one years with never a problem in spite of
the routine kidnaps and murders. Even ones like Bakker, used for several extra
years, were eventually murdered. Franz didn’t think they could ever be fully
trusted.
Angel
was almost ready. He pulled off his casual clothes and reached for the outfit
provided in the hope that he’d wear it, though he’d been refusing these past
months. He said casually, “I won’t fight this time, not until I’m left alone
with him. I might do better if I haven’t wasted my efforts on the staff first.”
Bakker
said, “Angel, think about it. Really
think about it. I don’t want you gone. And it makes no difference in the end, you
know that.”
Angel
shrugged, “I know that,” and he asked suddenly, “Do you think of girls, Bakker?”
Bakker
said, suddenly bitter, “What do I know of girls? I haven’t seen one for thirteen
years!”
*
One
side of the large room in which the boys were confined was a see-through wall. Behind
it stood Franz with his clients for the evening. Luc had eyes only for Angel, especially
when he dropped his clothing, standing nude for a moment before making a face
and pulling on the brief costume. He said, disappointed, “He’s going to
behave.”
Franz
was suddenly hopeful, “He is?”
Prince
Albirich said quietly, “Glory, he’s beautiful!”
Berlocq
said, “They all are, but I like my Renard. He has such personality.”
“Will
he fight? I want Angel.”
Luc
glanced at him, but said nothing. Berlocq wouldn’t let him have the boy if the
prince wanted him. Berlocq liked being friends with royalty.
Franz
suggested, “Look at Jerome in the corner. He’s bright and lively, and always
tries to give his client a good time. Angel has always refused to do some of
the things that Jerome does, even before he revolted.”
Albirich
regarded the pretty thirteen-year-old, “Like what?”
Luc
breathed a sigh of relief when Albirich settled for the blonde boy, and then
Franz went himself and called Jerome and Renard for the prince and for Berlocq.
The boys went off obediently, taking their clients to the rooms marked with
their names. There were never more than six boys, and there were six suitable
bedrooms for them to use. There was no special equipment. Franz didn’t allow
cruelty, and the boys were not abused more than the act of sex with children
was in itself, an abuse.
It was
time to collect Angel. This time, Franz supervised as the three assistants surrounded
him, and Franz said firmly, “Come, Angel.”
Bakker
was still beside him, and gripped his upper arm, “Come, Angel.”
Angel
glanced at Bakker’s face, and said sadly, “Yes, Bakker.” Maybe if they thought
he obeyed Bakker, it would give his friend a longer life.
The
assistants stayed back as Bakker steered Angel to the bedroom he always used
for work. Each of them had a holstered Taser gun. They were a recent innovation,
deemed necessary since Angel had managed to hurt Jacques.
Luc
was waiting for him, smiling. Angel regarded him, and glanced at the door as he
heard the sound of the lock. He said, “You do realise that if there was a fire,
you would be in danger as much as I would.”
“There
won’t be a fire. Are you going to behave, or do I have to force you?”
“I’ve
told you. I will never submit voluntarily again,” but his voice didn’t convey
any conviction.
Luc’s
gaze wandered hungrily over his body, skin tight shorts rising high over
buttocks, a glittery ‘string’ vest, showing off broadening shoulders. He was
dressed to arouse, and Luc was very aroused. It had been three weeks since he’d
visited the farm, and Franz had told him that it had been three weeks since the
boy was last used, ‘So take care,’ he’d said. ‘I don’t want him damaged.’
Luc
said huskily, “Take off your clothes, Angel.”
Angel’s
hands went to his vest, ready to take it off, and he said, “Franz tells me I’m
to have the piercing replaced, a gold ring through the nipple, but bigger this
time,” and he smiled slowly, seductively.
Luc
took a pace to him, unwary, and yelled as a fist took him square on his nose. But
he looked up and smiled again, “So all right, you did say you’d fight.”
This
time he was more careful, and while he took a few blows, he didn’t retaliate as
he could have done. He’d lose this privilege if he marked the boy. It took
twenty minutes, but in the end, he had him lying on his back on the bed, his
wrists tied together and to the bars of the bed-head. He expected he’d lie
still now, knowing it was hopeless, but Angel still fought, twisting, trying to
free his wrists, and kicking as hard as he could. Luc lost patience, held his head
still with a handful of hair, and gave him a hard swat across his face, “Behave
yourself!”
He
still didn’t have him naked, and he was impatient. The fight added something,
and he cautioned himself not to be too rough. The boy was used to it, but
still, it had been three weeks. He swung his own leg over the boys’ legs as he
pulled the shorts down over his hips, and then caressed, even licking, holding
the boy still with his weight. He liked to get the boy excited as well, and he
could already feel the penis stiffening. The restless movements ceased, and the
boy started breathing short instead. Luc pushed his vest up, and his hands
roved over chest and nipples. There was a very small scar just below one
nipple, where the boy had forcibly ripped out the gold ring. Was there really
to be another one? He moved a hand lower, and started by slowly fondling,
gradually speeding until the boy cried out as he climaxed.
Luc
was triumphant. He’d have no trouble now, and he pulled the shorts right off and
tossed them in the corner. He’d like him without the vest, but that would mean
freeing his hands, and he’d had enough fight for one evening. He usually took
him prone, as he was easier to restrain that way, but he seemed quiet now and
he wanted to watch his face. The boy’s eyes were closed, and he stroked over
the long black eyelashes, wondering if it was mascara or natural. The fight had
gone out of the boy, and he decided to do what he wanted, simply to lift his
legs up and take him that way. Quickly he stripped, watching him as he did. He
was fascinating, the hair so soft, girlish, but there was nothing girlish in
the way he fought.
Angel
blinked open his eyes as the cold lotion was caressed into him, so gently, and
the man had a soft look to him rather than a lustful one. He didn’t resist as
his legs were raised, instead quite quickly becoming excited again and giving a
soft groan as he was penetrated. Luc grinned and said softly, “You are mine,
Angel. My Angel.”
Angel
suddenly twisted, trying to free himself, “I am not yours. I am no-one’s.” But the man was in him, and he could not
escape now. The excitement took him again, and when the man climaxed, he did as
well. It was what he hated, that some man could pay for him, rent him, and he
couldn’t stop it. He wasn’t going to live like this.
He was
gently lowered to the bed, and he asked in a cold voice, “Satisfied?”
Luc
laughed at him as he freed his tied hands from the bedhead, “Very satisfied.”
Angel
lashed out hard with his foot, and caught Luc square in the balls. Luc stumbled
away, clutching himself and swearing. Angel went after him, using his tied
wrists together to hit, again and again, half berserk with his fury. He was not Luc’s, and he would not do this any more.
Luc
was already hurt, and when fists crashed into his already tender nose, he
forgot instructions, and turned on the boy.
*
Franz
instructed Jacques, “Hold his head. I need to see whether there are any broken
bones.”
Angel
moaned as Franz pressed quite hard along the line of his jaw, and then his
cheek bones. It hurt. Everything hurt. At last, Franz was satisfied, “No broken
bones. We’ll just take him back to his bedroom.” There would be no trip to a
doctor, no X-rays, and if his face had been ruined, as Franz had first feared, he
would have been killed without delay and his body disposed of. As it was, he
was to be allowed to recover.
*
In the
limousine, Berlocq said, “Just don’t do it again, Luc. I had to pay double,” and
he glanced at the prince, “Happy?”
Albirich
smiled, “I’d buy him if only I could. He gave me a great deal of pleasure.”
“Franz
never sells his boys. There would be a market, even for those he deems too old
for use, but he says never. He doesn’t want them ill-treated, he says, and also,
it’s a matter of being able to guarantee discretion.”
“I
wonder if Angel will change his mind about fighting. I don’t want a fight, but
I do want the boy.”
“You know why he fights, don’t you?” said Luc,
“It’s not that he doesn’t like it, it’s because he likes it too much. I didn’t
expect him to start fighting afterwards, not when he liked it as much as I
did.”
Berlocq
said, “If he does stop fighting, I’d be first in line to have him again. I was
the very first for him, you know. He behaved himself then. Only that he made a
dash for the door when he was being returned. The exit door that is, not where
he was supposed to go.”
“How
long ago was that?” the prince asked.
“He
was just twelve, I was told, and didn’t look that. Just a scrap of a child. Short
hair then, but it’s been growing since. Franz doesn’t allow him to cut it.”
“It’s
beautiful now.”
Luc
thought that it hadn’t looked very beautiful all bloodied. He was ashamed of
himself. He shouldn’t have lost control. It was only a boy after all. He must
outweigh him twice over. He caressed his nose. It wasn’t broken, though it must
have been close. He didn’t think he’d broken the boy’s nose. He’d had the sense
to mainly hit into his body, to punish, not to damage.
Franz
was deeply disappointed when the boy fought again the next time he was left
with Luc. He’d hoped he’d learned his lesson. Then Berlocq told him he was
leaving France for several months. Luc, of course, would be going with him. Luc
was the boy’s only remaining client. He said as much to Berlocq, that there was
no point in keeping him. It was not that he’d lost money on him - he’d made
back his purchase price in the first few days of use. It just seemed such a
waste. Berlocq made a different suggestion. He knew someone, and if he was to
be killed anyway...
Franz
said no to begin with. He didn’t like to hurt his boys, and Albirich said that
he didn’t mind if he was drugged. There were a few others who said they’d have
him like that. He could still make money.
It was
two factors that turned Franz back to Berlocq’s suggestion, a sudden scarcity
of the drug of choice, and then the time when Angel managed to get to him and
hurt. He hadn’t meant to come in range of those surprisingly effective fists.
Angel’s fate was decided even as a fat English Lord sweated over his body while
he lay semi-conscious.
*
At
breakfast a few days later, Cherub asked innocently, “Where’s Angel?”
Bakker
said, “Franz has other places, with other boys. Sometimes he changes us around.
Angel’s working somewhere else, that’s all.”
The
boy looked around the table. Jerome and Lex were whispering together, neither
of them eating, and both looking miserable. Renard looked like he’d been crying.
Cherub didn’t think Angel was working somewhere else, not when in the last few
weeks, he’d several times seen the assistants surround him and forcibly inject
him with something that made him unable to fight. He pushed aside his plate and
went outside. They were only confined in the special room in the evening. In
the daytime, they had a large amount of freedom.
Cherub
spent the next hour trying to climb the sheer walls. It was hopeless, as he’d
known from the start. And he should have allowed Bakker to get him used to it. It
had hurt like hell the first time, though he was used to it now. And his papa
hadn’t come for him, and neither had the gendarmes, and they’d probably killed
Angel. He took himself to a private corner and cried.
*
Chapter 2:
Angel paced
the small room where he’d been confined for several days. There was a window
solidly boarded up, and what furniture there was, was bolted to the floor.
There was nothing he could use as a weapon or even as a bludgeon to try and
crash through the walls. He’d seen no-one, spoken to no-one. His meals were
pushed through a wide slot onto a bench, and if he pushed the tray back through,
it would be removed. His demands for information had been ignored, though once
he’d heard a brief conversation in the distance, a conversation in English,
though he didn’t know if the language had any significance. His cutlery was
plastic, but the meals were good. He hadn’t touched them for the first days,
but his hunger had won, and as he hadn’t turned sleepy afterwards, he no longer
hesitated to eat them.
He
wore trackpants and a soft jumper. They were pure white, good quality, and in a
soft fabric that felt good on the skin. Twenty sets were provided, all white,
all the same. He wondered if that meant his confinement would be for just
twenty days. No underwear was supplied, and no shoes or socks. He didn’t like
the white clothing, he felt the white was sinister, but it was either that or
nudity.
He had
no memory of the trip from the farm to here, wherever ‘here’ was, only a
blurred memory of a horrible smelling cloth over his face in the middle of the
night and then a needle prick, he thought, though he wasn’t at all sure. So
here he was where he assumed that the Spice-kid had been before him, as well as
others who’d vanished before he even arrived at the farm.
He was
wrong in that supposition. He was the first boy that Franz had ever sold to be
‘star’ of a snuff movie.
An
elderly man called Kendrick Dearborn was one of many who stared at their computer
screens. Dearborn was fascinated. The beautiful boy who was to die while he
watched. It had cost a lot of money to get the password for this site, but now
all he had to do was wait. The date and time wasn’t set yet, and meantime the
boy waited, alone in a room with several concealed cameras, more in the
adjoining bathroom. There was a locked door in one of the walls, prominently
outlined in black. Through there was the killing room. He licked his lips as
the boy’s attention was apparently caught by something, and he tried to peer
through the slot where his meals were delivered. But then the interminable pacing
resumed. There was nothing for the boy to do but wait, no books, no TV,
nothing. His occasional bouts of shouting brought no response, his attempts at
picking locks were unsuccessful. There was no escape. Dearborn thought that if
it had been him, he’d be insane by the time they opened that door to the next
room.
More
people paid the large amount required, most quite old men, a few younger. There
were no women. They were from many countries of the world. The explanatory text
was in several languages. Viewers could watch the action, what action there was,
or they could look at the photographs of the unnamed boy, or they could check
several views of the killing room. There were no cloth surfaces in the killing
room, a tiled floor, and in the centre was a timber frame. The boy was to be
tied to that, hands above his head, while the masked men used their knives. The
death was not planned to be quick. The room had been used before, and there
were dark stains on the raw timber of the frame, though everything else was
clean.
There
was a hint that Interpol might be close to finding the source of the site, and
the date was moved forward. One hundred and seventy-two men made sure to be
free at 10.00 pm, Friday night, when an innocent boy of fourteen was to die. Among
them was Ferdinand Berlocq, though not Luc. Berlocq suspected that Luc would
not be pleased to see his Angel die. He was a little regretful himself, but
this was something special, a play that was a long way beyond X-rated. He’d
been recording the action from the start, though he only expected to keep the
last part, the climax.
*
The
door of the killing room opened without warning, and Angel swung around to stare
at the two men dressed in black, and with black masks through which their eyes
glittered with excitement. There were only two. Not many men are willing to
kill children for pleasure. No-one manned the cameras, all of them fixed in
place, the ones in the killing room quite obvious. It was not expected that the
victim would be in a position to interfere with cameras there.
One of
the men indicated, just a gesture, but clear in meaning. They wanted their
victim in the other room. Angel watched them wide-eyed, and made no move to
obey. The gesture was repeated, and when it was not obeyed, the first man
slowly drew his large knife. Angel waited for no more, and flew at him, a fist
to the face and a sharp blow to his wrist, and the surprised man found himself
disarmed, the knife spinning out of his hand. Angel dived for it, and when the
man tried to grab him, almost accidentally stabbed him in the chest so that he
coughed twice and died.
The
second man swore loudly, and was taken off-guard when Angel dived past him into
the killing room and frantically tried the door that led from it. He went after
him, but Angel was armed too, he was very fast, and was between himself and the
exit.
Dearborn
was pleased that he’d invested in an especially large computer screen. He was
laughing. This was not what he’d anticipated. Other men, men all over the world,
were glued to the screen.
The
boy and the man faced each other, each holding a large knife, each holding it
as an experienced knife fighter might hold it. The man made a feint, but Angel
had by now guessed at the meaning of the ropes and the frame-work, had seen the
cameras, and was fighting for his life. He leapt and the man reeled away
clutching a bloodied forearm and barely holding onto his knife. Angel prowled, waiting
for a moment’s inattention. The man was swearing continuously now, in English, but
Angel was silent. Maybe he could avoid the fate of the Spice-kid. Maybe he
could be Bob. All he had to do was kill this man. Freedom, how he longed for
freedom, and again he made his move, slashing at the same wrist a second time, and
then straightaway to the chest and toward the throat, this time taking a cut himself.
The white jumper turned red. The colour was chosen to show the blood. It had
been supposed to be a slow death of many shallow knife wounds, but things were
not going as planned.
The
man stood back, holding up his hands, one arm streaming blood, “All right, you
can go.”
“The
key to the door then.”
The
man fumbled, pretending to look in his pocket, but only switched his knife to
his left hand, and then lunged at the boy. Angel dodged, stabbed, missed his
aim, but caught the man in the groin. Blood spurted from the femoral artery, and
the man dropped his knife and tried to stop his life-blood flowing away. Angel
kicked the knife further away from him, and retreated to the doorway into the
original room to avoid the spurting blood. Only when the bleeding slowed right
down, and the man no longer moved, did he shakily search him for the key to
freedom. He looked uneasily at the door. No-one had come bursting through to
help the men, but they could. Holding the knife ready in one hand, Angel
managed to fumble the key into the lock with his other.
The watchers
sighed as the boy unlocked the door and walked away. Some of them wondered if
their voyeurism would be discovered since the scheme would probably be exposed,
but most trusted to the anonymity of the internet. Sir Kendrick Dearborn wasn’t
worried. He was a Justice of the Supreme Court, no-one would ever dare search
his computer for those images that he relished. Young boys displaying
themselves, younger boys being molested, though this was the first time he’d
found something like this.
Ferdinand
Berlocq sighed. The boy may be brave, but he could not allow him to go free. He
knew too much, and Franz would never forgive him if his ‘farm’ was exposed.
Franz
wasn’t watching. He hated himself for selling Angel to those people. He should
have simply done it himself as he always did, and he made the five mile trip to
the field where there was a group of labelled trees surrounding an incinerator.
Franz had planted the most recent just a week before. It was labelled ‘Angel,’ and
was the only one that had not been fertilised with ashes. His boys never felt
their deaths. Just a pad of chloroform and an injection. He loved being an
owner of beautiful boys, but it was better to be kind. A good farmer was kind
to his stock. Only that in the past months, Angel hadn’t allowed him to be kind.
Hardly any of his boys risked being whipped a second time, but Angel... And he
the most beautiful of all.
Angel
walked, away from the derelict motel that had been turned into a place for
killing, away down the bypass road that had once been a highway, and continued
walking. He started to shake. Fifteen days confinement, not knowing what was
happening, and then they’d tried to kill him. And his side hurt where there was
a cut, and he’d killed two men. The police would put him in another prison if
they knew. Long ago when he was just a kid, he’d been told that police were
friends to children, but they were not. He’d learned that at the age of eleven
when his adoptive parents had been murdered and they’d accused him of doing it.
Police were enemies. Men like Franz were enemies, and men like those strangers
in masks - they were enemies. His ‘clients’ had been enemies. Every time he had
a new one, he’d ask them to go to the police, that this was a crime, but not
one of them had taken any notice except that a few had complained to Franz.
Shock
set in as he walked on and on, down lonely country lanes, though the bleeding
finally slowed. He was all over blood, a lot on his clothes, and he thought
some on his face, and some even in his hair. And when he came to a stream, he
waded in, stripping off the clothes, and then used the knife he still held to
hack off his hair. He was not Angel any more. He would never be Angel any more.
He was Robert James Kelly, called Bob.
When
he walked on, he was wet and he was naked. His hair was short, in places so
short his scalp showed. His knife was left behind, hidden under a rock. His
bare feet were bleeding with numerous cuts, but he didn’t feel them. And his
side had started bleeding again, but sluggishly. He walked on. By the early
hours of the morning, his walk had become a shuffle, and sometimes he fell.
*
Chapter 3.
The
computer expert gagged when he saw the bodies of his partners. Lester who’d
been in the killing room... so much blood. And no sign of the boy. The ropes
had not been used.
Within
an hour, the motel was in flames, and Hercule was methodically destroying any
evidence that could lead anyone to him. Title to the old and forgotten motel
had been in Lester’s name, and Barry had taken in the money, then given it to
Hercule to ‘launder.’ The two had not been very bright. There were no others
involved, and no-one knew the location. He assumed the customers had enjoyed it.
By the look of the bodies, they’d had their show, just not the show that was
expected. He wouldn’t have anything to do with killings again. So much blood...
*
The doctor
told the local policeman, “Exhaustion mainly, but his feet are badly cut about,
and he’s had several stitches to what appears to be a knife wound.”
The constable
said, “And he gives his name as Robert Kelly, you said.”
“Yes, but
he won’t say what happened to him, says he has no parents or guardian, and
doesn’t want to speak to any police.”
“Gang
battle, maybe?”
“He’s
only twelve. It seems unlikely.”
When McCormack
tried to interview the boy, all he’d say was that he wanted a social worker
present because a child of twelve was not supposed to be bullied by policemen. The
kindly, middle-aged constable scratched his head, but relayed the request. The
boy was right of course. There was always supposed to be a ‘child advocate’ when
a minor was interviewed in relation to a crime. But surely the child was a
victim, not a suspect.
Bob
was sitting up in bed and feeling his hair when a social worker entered the
room. It was a mess. Tidiness and cleanliness had been drilled into him by the nanny
employed by the Declerques, and only reinforced by his time as Angel. The
uneven clumps of hair offended him, and Jeanette was a little taken aback when
he asked if by chance she had some scissors on her so he could improve on the
haircut. But she was accustomed to the oddities of her job, and chatted as she
trimmed his hair for him with some scissors borrowed from the nurse.
No
parents, no guardian, his name was Robert James Kelly, he was twelve and his
birthday was on the 14th of July.
“So
you’re nearly thirteen.”
“Yes.”
But he
steadfastly refused any information about himself and his past, or why he was
collapsed at the side of a country road. Just politely requested that he be
found a place at an orphanage, as at twelve, he was too young to get a job.
Constable
McCormack returned, and again failed to get any worthwhile information, but as
he finished and started to rise from his chair, a little stiffly with his bad
back, he asked, “Were there other children? You don’t want other children hurt
like you were hurt.” There had been no admission, but it seemed clear the child
had at least been threatened with abuse. He’d been naked.
Bob
stared at him. Bakker. And Cherub, just eleven, not much over two months since
he was taken from his parents, but this man was not the one to talk to. And
he’d be putting himself at risk. They’d already been going to kill him.
He lay
back in his bed, staring at the ceiling. Renard, Lex, Jerome, and all the boys
yet to be taken. There was a vacancy now he was gone. Was Franz already looking
at acquiring a new one? He said, “Officer McCormack?”
By the
following day, when Detective Superintendant Ralleigh arrived accompanied by
Jeanette, he’d decided just what he wanted to tell them, and what he was not
going to admit, even if they could not help but guess. He would not be Angel. He
would never again be Angel, and he would never admit that he had been Angel.
He started by asking if the man had his notebook for some names, and
then he started, “Emst Meimberg, now known as Cherub, originally from Frankfurt,
Germany, kidnapped in April. Brendan O’Connor, known as Renard, Navan, Ireland,
kidnapped around three years ago. Pierre-Antoine Benichou, known as Bakker, kidnapped
thirteen years ago. He’s from Toulouse. Erwin Taft, from Lucerne, known as
Jerome, kidnapped around eighteen months ago, and Paul Kiyingi, English, but black.
Kidnapped around a year ago. He is known as Lex.”
Wisely, the detective stayed quite silent, and when Jeanette started
to speak, he put a finger to his lips.
Bob went on, “The owner is called Franz, they were never told his
surname. This is all what someone told me. It’s a place they call just ‘the farm,’
and the boys are behind a high wall and can’t escape or even see outside. It is
near Nice but that’s all I know and I’m not certain of that. The one who told
me says that new ones are always brought in asleep, drugged, and just wake up
in the bedroom they’re to use. When a boy gets too old, he disappears, they
think dead. The Spice-kid, disappeared March this year, real name, Dading
Supatra, from Bali. Jon Guichard, French, known as Pepita, disappeared a couple
of years before that. There were also Petite, Bandido, Papillon and Peter, but
I don’t know their real names.”
He was in a wheelchair since his feet were so bad, and he stared at
the wall of the hospital room, and finally sighed, “They were used for sex. The
clients were very rich, probably some of them famous, all of them influential. And
now that I’ve told you, they’ll want to kill me. So just send me somewhere
quiet, and don’t tell anyone. Robert Kelly is my real name but they don’t know
it, and anyway, I wasn’t one of them. Someone told me, that’s all.”
Jeanette was looking down. She’d dealt with rent-boys before, but
not any that had been taken from their homes and imprisoned. Mostly they did it
for money or a comfortable home, some for drugs.
The detective asked, “What did they call you, Bob?”
Bob shook his head, and said, “That’s all. Please just tell the
French authorities, but don’t gossip. I would like to live.”
The detective smiled a little, “I think you deserve to live, Bob. And
I certainly will not gossip.”
For the first time, Bob looked him in the face, nodded briefly, but
then looked away again. You couldn’t trust a policeman, you couldn’t trust any
man.
When he was very thoroughly grilled by a senior French detective, Commissaire
Bazinet, his distrust was only confirmed. He turned silent after a bit, just
staring away until the social worker intervened. Twice that day, a day off, and
then two days running, again and again until the Frenchman was yelling at him
and running his hands through his hair in frustration. Bob was adamant, he’d
never been there, just what he’d heard. He didn’t know any more than he’d told
them.
Jeanette was little help, as she too, thought the welfare of the
other boys more important than leaving Robert in peace. She couldn’t think of
him as Bob. Not only that he didn’t look like a Bob, but that she now knew what
he’d been. She’d called him ‘Robby’ once, but he’d said, quite coldly, “My name
is Bob.”
At last Bazinet said, “Emst Meimberg. His parents are distraught.”
Bob looked away. Emst, Cherub. He’d cried and cried in his arms when
he was returned that first time. Some bastard called Tony. That was all he knew.
He offered, “He probably has several years before they kill him. But they’ll be
looking for another now. They like to have six boys, a variety, you see?”
“So if another pretty boy vanishes, then it might be Franz who’s
taken him.”
“They have a black one, two blonde ones, and a redhead. They’ll be
looking for one with dark hair probably. Or maybe an Asian or something, for
variety.”
“One with dark hair. Like you?”
Bob said stonily, “I told you it’s nothing to do with me. Just what
I was told.”
“Yes, Robby.”
Bob gave him a withering glare and looked away again.
There were less than a dozen patients in the small hospital. In the
early hours of the morning, Bob bit his lip as he put tender feet into some
stolen shoes. His clothing was far too big, taken from an old man who seemed to
be dying. He hobbled as far as the front door, and paused. What was he going to
do? He could barely walk, and he had no way of making money except by doing
what he’d done as Angel. He sat on the floor, head down in folded arms. Maybe
after a while the nurse would come with his wheelchair.
*
Helen MacKender said to her husband, “It’s a long trip.”
“It’s to keep it quiet. It seems this boy could be under threat. So
I pick up Donna, drive there today, spend the night in a motel, and spirit him
away very early in the morning. About seven hours drive each way, so I hope to
be home soon after lunch tomorrow. No delay, as few stops as possible, and keep
him out of sight.”
“Poor boy. A child prostitute, you said.”
The boys’ records were strictly confidential, but Ian trusted his
wife implicitly. “A child prostitute who’s given important information to the
police. They didn’t tell me much, only that we’re to keep his arrival as quiet
as possible. He’s less likely to be found here, Ruth says.”
Penwinnard Boys’ Home had a capacity of twenty-four. Robert Kelly
would make twenty-five. It was a charity home, but with routine inspections by the
responsible government agency. Some private homes had been very poor in the
past, but so were many government homes. Ruth Grierson was the government
worker who had the job of ensuring the welfare of all children in care, but she
was happy to work with MacKender. Not only was he good with the boys, but was
lucky enough to have a very wealthy man interested in his home. Penwinnard was
better equipped than most homes, public or private. It was Ruth who’d called
him the previous day, explaining the need and also mentioning that the boy had
wanted to run away, ‘only that his feet were too sore to walk on.’
*
Bob was feeling far more cheerful after lunch. First, old McCormack
had dropped in with the news that Bazinet had returned to France to investigate,
and that Ralleigh was satisfied he’d helped all he could and was grateful, or
so the old constable stated. Bob wasn’t at all sure of that. After that first
disclosure, he felt as if he’d been treated very badly, but that was police. And
none of them had raised a finger to him, or even organised for him to be hurt
by small events that could be classed as ‘accidental.’ He’d been given a far
worse time after the Declerques had been killed.
And better, Jeanette arrived with a capacious bag of clothing, and explained
that he was to go to a small private boys’ home. “It won’t appear in the system
you see? In case you are under threat.
It’s at the beach, and has an excellent reputation.”
Bob said, “A boys’ home? Not a prison or anything?”
“Of course not. You haven’t done anything wrong.”
Bob suddenly felt like crying as the images of two dead men came to
him. It was less than a week ago that he’d been imprisoned in that small motel
room with the boarded up windows. He’d consistently refused to answer any
questions about himself. It’s why he’d been so browbeaten these past few days. They
didn’t even believe his name, saying that there were no birth records for a
Robert Kelly born anywhere near that date. But not all babies were registered,
were they? He was Robert Kelly, and they’d just have to make a birth
certificate for him if it was so important. And the men? He’d defended himself.
There was nothing he’d done wrong.
Jeanette glanced at him and said briskly, “First thing tomorrow
morning. So you have to do what Nurse Rebecca says, take your tablets night and
morning, and keep the dressings dry. A doctor will take care of you there.”
Bob nodded, swallowed his weak desire to cry, and asked, “A beach?”
“In Cornwall. You’re a lucky boy. They don’t take many, and some
they refuse. You’ll be going first thing tomorrow morning.”
But it was only a couple of hours later that a man appeared, hurriedly
introduced himself as Ian MacKender, and said they were to go straightaway.
Bob looked at him with suspicion and refused to cooperate, even when
a woman followed and tried to reassure as she grabbed toiletries from his side
table, and tossed them in a plastic bag. Donna Naylor, social worker, she said.
Bob rang his bell for the nurse and pulled himself out of bed, frightened and
angry. They were not going to kill
him. If he had to kill again to defend himself, he would kill again.
Ian would have liked to just bundle the boy up and take him. Instead
he said, “There have been enquiries. A boy in his early teens with long black
hair and a stab wound. They’re looking for you. It’s urgent now.”
“How do I know it’s not you wanting to kill me?” Bob was backed into
a corner now, fists balled and half-raised.
Ian looked at Donna, who said helplessly, “Jeanette’s at least a
half hour’s drive away and he doesn’t know me.”
Bob was looking at Donna. Women had never hurt him. He offered, “If McCormack
or Ralleigh say it’s all right, I’ll go with you.”
But then McCormack bustled in, pushing the wheelchair straight to
him and said urgently, “Quick, Bob. Ralleigh says to move you now!”
To Ian’s relief, Bob hesitated only a moment longer before settling himself
into the chair, though still looking wary. Ten minutes later, he had him in the
new van he was using, and was carrying him away from danger. Ian had been met
with suspicion before, but he’d never seen someone so obviously preparing to
defend himself. He smiled when he heard the boy quietly ask Donna whether she
had any identification. It seemed he didn’t entirely trust Donna either.
Ian drove carefully, unused to the vehicle. It had been ordered by Ralleigh,
who’d also taken charge of the van he’d been driving only a half hour before, the
van which displayed the words ‘Penwinnard Boys’ Home,’ a total betrayal if seen
by the wrong people. It was now hidden right out of sight.
He was beginning to relax once he’d been driving for an hour, quite
unmolested, and Donna had taken a call to say that a certain investigator was
being questioned. She relayed it to Bob - that Ralleigh was taking steps to
make sure he was safe.
For the next hours, Ian drove on and on, half-listening to the lively
conversation between the boy and Donna. It appeared that Bob had put his
caution away, and was now relishing the sights of the road in between
questioning Donna about every aspect of life at the home, and about the boys, and
were there cliffs and do you think he could have some lollies when they stopped
as he hadn’t any for years.
She agreed to that, but only slipped out briefly when Ian pulled up,
and handed him the packet once back in the van, even though it had become quite
hot and uncomfortable. She was surprised he didn’t complain that he wasn’t
allowed out.
Bob sat contentedly in his seat with his lollies. They had been fed
well at the farm, but there was only ever ‘healthy’ food. Donna declined a
share, and he was surprised to find that he didn’t actually want many. At the farm,
the boys would sometimes entertain themselves by trying to remember as many
different sorts of sweet as they could think of. Greasy things too. Hot greasy,
salty fish and chips, but whoever cooked for them was far more inclined to
grilled fish and salad.
He watched outside for a bit as the sun began to sink, and they went
on and on. At least it cooled down a bit, and then he really had to go to the
toilet. Donna asked Ian, who said only, “I’m surprised you’ve lasted this long
actually, Bob. Would you be OK using a bottle? That way you don’t have to show
yourself.”
Bob regarded his bandaged feet, and sighed. They didn’t have a
wheelchair, and he didn’t like the idea of putting his feet anywhere near a
public toilet, some of which were quite disgusting. “A bottle then,” he
conceded, but reddened afterward when he handed the used bottle to Ian to
dispose of.
But Ian was casual, and said, “We did bring a wheelchair, but then
there was all the urgency, and Officer Ralleigh said that we were stupid to use
a van that said where we were going. Anyway, the wheelchair’s still in the
other van.”
“He was all right. It was the Frenchman I hated. Looked at me like I
was dirt and didn’t believe anything I said.”
“I haven’t been told much of that side of things. Only that you
might be at risk, and then Ralleigh was taking charge of getting you out as
quickly as possible.”
“Are we going to have dinner? I’m supposed to take a tablet with
dinner.”
“Soon,” and Ian sighed as he climbed back in the driver’s seat. It
hadn’t seemed so far on the way over.
Bob asked Donna where they were, and peered through the small window
at the setting sun. He was getting quite tired, though he wasn’t sick enough to
be in hospital or anything - just that he couldn’t walk yet. His side still
looked ugly too, and hurt a bit. About nine inches long, quite deep on his side,
but then only shallow across his abdomen.
Donna asked, “Do you want to know about your new school, Bob?”
“Yes, please.”
“Ryalston Comprehensive. There’s a bus but it’s only a little over
three miles, and quite often the boys walk home.”
Bob said, “Do girls go there as well?”
“Quite a small school, boys and girls.”
Bob grinned at her, pleased. He wondered how long it would take to
find a girlfriend. He wanted to have sex with a girl, the way it was supposed
to be. But maybe he shouldn’t after all have put his age down. He’d thought it
might put searchers off a bit, but it might also put off girls. It would make
it easier at school though, since his education had been cut off short two
years before, and had been erratic before that. The Declerques had been in the
habit of suddenly deciding they were sick of a particular country, and setting
off for another. He’d never complained about all the new schools - sometimes in
languages he’d had to learn - the couple were fun to live with, and infinitely
better than any institution or foster family he’d had. They never had found the
mongrel who’d killed them, and there seemed no reason.
That day, a few children curiously poked around the ruins of a burnt
out motel. One had a dog, who sniffed around a particularly smelly pile of charred
timber, but followed his boy when he called. Aside from a temporary fence
around the ruins, nothing further had been done except that an attempt had been
made to notify the owner. The cause was assumed to be random mischief. The
bodies lay undisturbed.
*
Chapter 4.
The
Frenchman, Commissaire Bazinet, was back in his home office and still working. He
didn’t like young Robert Kelly, but all the same, took care not to leak any
information about why he was investigating child prostitution. He did contact
the German police that he had some clue that young Emst Meimberg could be still
alive, and after some thought, contacted the police of other countries. The
boys named as alive had been from several countries, only Bakker was French. It
was suggested that he pass his information to Interpol, but he wanted something
more before he let it go.
A
place near Nice, known only as ‘the farm.’ A place that catered for the very
rich - but he wasn’t sure whether to take any notice of that. Probably it was
just that the boy preferred to think he was worth something. Bazinet wrinkled
his nose, a rent-boy. But Emst was the son of wealthy middle-class parents, and
so was Erwin Taft. And Robert Kelly spoke well, he even spoke French well, though
he said he was English. A pretty-boy. Could one really believe anything he
said? But he had those names, and each one of them checked out, even the one he
said was almost certainly dead. There had to be something to it.
Detective Superintendant Ralleigh had never doubted. The toneless
way in which he’d recited those names, as if there had been a deliberate
attempt to memorise them, maybe years ago. Maybe they’d all memorised each
other’s full names in case one did manage to escape. So finally Robert had
escaped, was frightened of his captors, but not so frightened that he could
abandon his fellow prisoners.
Poor kid. The investigator who’d been trying to find the wounded
teenager, had been arrested, but he would have to let him go, maybe in the
morning. Fenna was a registered private investigator, and hadn’t broken any
laws, except that they knew perfectly well he was not cooperating with them. Tomorrow,
no doubt he’d report his findings to his real client, not the reporter who’d
straightaway confirmed that he quite often paid him for good stories. He hoped
he’d managed to persuade the hospital management to sufficiently fudge the
records of Robert Kelly. The patient’s records now recorded a different name, and
gave an age of eighteen. With any luck, Bob was away clean, and he smiled as he
thought of that name. He was so insistent that it be used, but he just didn’t
look like a Bob, even if he had cut his hair short.
He wished he knew exactly what had happened to him after he’d
escaped the farm. He’d taken quite a deep slash from a knife, though luckily
not deep enough to do any major damage.
For
Bob, the trip started to drag once night fell. Cornwall was a long way, and he
was not fully recovered from the stress of his injuries. His side had nearly
stopped paining, but his feet were dreadfully sore. He curled up in his seat, not
very comfortably, and slept.
Donna
gave a sigh of relief. It was good that he was so enthusiastic, but she’d been
travelling all day, ever since Ian had picked her up at her Ryalston home. She
was tired and it was a warm summer day. She needed a shower.
Fourteen-year-old
Dallas felt himself important as he fussed over the room that he was to share
with the new boy, probably for two weeks until his injuries were healed. Mr. Sanders
had asked him, and said he knew that he’d be kind to the new boy, who was only
twelve. The room was a large one, and with a large ensuite, suitable for someone
in a wheelchair. It was still known as ‘Kevin’s Room,’ though Kevin had died
some years before. Attached to it was a smaller room, that had once been shared
by Kevin’s brothers.
This
was not the first time that Dallas had been asked to look after a new boy. His
own background had been of severe abuse, though he’d been at Penwinnard for four
years now. Martin thought that his history gave him an added empathy.
He put
a book on the bedside table for the new boy, ‘Bob’ he’d been told, put the new
wheelchair closer to the door, and wondered what else he could do to make the
poor boy feel welcome. It was a good place, Penwinnard. Dallas knew. He’d teach
him the whistles soon. What they called ‘the whistles’ was a quite
sophisticated system of whistles that could call help for one of their own. Penwinnard
boys stuck up for each other. It didn’t mean that there was not frequent
fighting amongst each other, but if an outsider threatened, he’d soon find he
was facing a united front.
It was
well after midnight when Ian pulled up as close as he could get to the room
he’d allotted to Bob. Both Bob and Donna were asleep. They hadn’t even stirred
when he’d stopped for a while an hour back. He’d been supposed to drop Donna
off in Ryalston, but didn’t want Bob to start thinking he was a potential enemy
again. The woman had to be there. Instead he’d phoned his wife to make up a bed
in the spare room of their own home. If she wanted to return to Ryalston that night,
then someone else would have to take her. No-one was there to meet him, and
there was no wheelchair waiting. He supposed he’d best wake Donna first.
Bob
woke to find himself being held by a man, and went rigid, ready to fight. Ian
said quickly, “It’s all right. I’m just taking you to bed,” and then chuckled ruefully,
“That could have been better phrased. I mean that I’m taking you to your own
bedroom which you’ll be sharing with another boy.”
“Is
this Penwinnard? Aren’t I too heavy for you?”
“This
is Penwinnard and yes, you’re too heavy, but the ground here is wet.” He
indicated with his head in the dim light, “Over there is the beach, you can
hear the waves. But for now, I’d best get you to bed. I’m worn out.”
“Thank
you, Mr. MacKender.”
Ian
was walking up a ramp now, and stopped a moment, resettling the weight in his
arms. It wouldn’t exactly help to drop him. The boy was still a little stiff in
his arms, not relaxed even now, but it was only a few steps more, and then he
was inside, and nearly tripping over the wheelchair.
Dallas
blinked open his eyes, and then sat up in bed, “Are you Bob? I’m Dallas.”
Bob
was feeling perfectly lively again, and said, “Thanks, Mr. MacKender. I can
manage from here.”
“I’ll
get your tablets, and you have to keep the dressings dry, so just a wash, no
shower.”
“Yes, Mr.
MacKender.”
“Dr
Tan will see you in the morning straight after breakfast.” Ian looked around
rather blearily, and said, “Dallas will look after you.”
Donna
appeared with the bundle of clothes from the van and said, “I’ll be seeing you Monday,
Bob. I’ve slotted you in for twice-weekly counselling sessions.”
Bob
looked at her in surprise, and then, quite definitely, shook his head and said
firmly, “No counselling. I’m very grateful and all that, but I will not be
counselled.” There was a slight ironic emphasis on the last word that had Ian
looking at him in surprise. That was not the voice of a twelve-year-old, and he
remembered that the reported search had been for a boy ‘in his early teens.’
Donna
said peaceably, “We’ll see. Just a chat maybe. You probably still have a lot of
questions.”
Bob
gave her a rather grudging nod, and when she and Ian left, Dallas said, “She’s all
right, you know. She says it helps to talk about things. I reckon she’s right.
Liam does too.”
Bob nodded,
but just put his feet very gently to the floor, and walked tender-footed to the
toilet. Lots of boys in homes had stories of abuse to tell. Probably Dallas
did, and this Liam, but for himself, he was just going to refuse to say
anything, ever.
When
he returned, Dallas still watched him, bright-eyed, and asked, “Do you need
something to eat or anything? I can get it for you if you like. I always keep
biscuits in my room, and I‘ve even got an electric jug to make tea. No milk
though. You need a fridge to keep milk. ”
Bob declined,
and reached for the pyjamas ready on his bed, coarse cotton, the same as the
hospital had provided. At the farm, there had been much better quality
sleepwear, individual rooms, each with an ensuite, and there was always fruit
available. But there were also inspections, and one had always to be clean - clean
teeth, clean nails, even toe-nails cut short and filed. It was part of their
job, they’d been told. Bob grinned. It was a job he would not be doing again. He
hadn’t cleaned his teeth, didn’t know where his toothbrush was. He asked, “Can
Mr. MacKender be trusted? Sometimes men like to feel up boys.”
“There’s
a rule, never leave anyone alone with a screw. But that’s from years ago. None
of the men here are like that.”
“Who
are the men?”
“Mr. MacKender,
Mr. Sanders, old Mr. Taylor, and Lionel. He used to be a boy here, and then
when he grew up they gave him a job. Some say he’s a bit stupid, but I think
he’s good. And the women are,” he was counting on his fingers: “Mrs. Taylor, who
cooks, and Mandy and Sue, who help her, but we have to help too when we’re
rostered on, and we have to do some cleaning sometimes, and also if we do
something wrong. That’s for punishment, you see?”
“No
whippings or anything then?”
“Nothing
like that,” said Dallas dismissively, and continued, “Also there’s Megan. She
does the laundry and some cleaning, and you have to tell her if you need new
clothes. And then there’s the painters, but they’re only temporary. They’re
painting the chapel now, and then the offices where Mr. MacKender is. One of them
used to be one of us, and that’s Ethan Smith.”
“You’ve
got a chapel? Do they make us do religion then?”
“Not
really. It’s about a hundred years old. There’s a bus goes to Ryalston every
Sunday and anyone who wants to go to church can go. Donna’s a bit religious. She’s
a counsellor, but she mostly only comes when they reckon a boy’s had a rotten
past. Lots don’t like her, but I think she’s all right.”
“She
bought me some lollies, but I must have left them in the van.”
“You
can probably get them tomorrow.”
“Is
school OK?”
Dallas
made a face, “School’s school. Boring stuff, but the locals know not to pick on
a Penwinnard boy,” and his voice had a note of pride.
“I’m
supposed to start Wednesday, but in a special class while they decide where to
put me.”
“A few
of us had that. Liam never went to school at all until he came here, couldn’t
read even. He had Mrs. Bettison for years.”
Bob
said disgustedly, “A Special Ed. Teacher! I never thought I’ve have to have
something like that.”
Dallas
said anxiously, “It doesn’t mean you’re retarded or anything. I had her for a
while, but I’m in a normal class now. It just means you might have missed a bit
of school, that’s all.”
“At
least I can read, I suppose.”
Dallas
talked on and Bob listened closely for a while. When he went to sleep, Dallas
didn’t notice immediately, telling him now about the shipwrecks that littered
this part of the coast, and then the dogs, one of which was Liam’s and two
which belonged to them all but Lionel looked after them.
When
Dallas woke the next morning, the first thing he heard was the shower going. He
didn’t think anything of it at first, only pulling himself up, and blearily
rubbing his eyes. When Bob limped out showing a wicked red line running across his
abdomen and side, with the criss-cross of stitches, he gaped, and at last said,
“You’re not allowed to shower.”
Bob shrugged,
“A wash is just not enough sometimes. I needed a shower.”
The
last time he’d had a shower was the morning of the day he’d been supposed to
die. Cameras had watched him. Men had licked their lips over his body. Most of
those men had managed to keep a copy, though for the less computer literate, it
was only a video of their computer screen. Seventy-four of them had printed out
copies of the still photographs. There were still records of Angel.
Dallas
asked, “What happened to you?”
Bob
said casually, “Actually, I’m not planning on telling anyone, anything. So if
people ask, just say you know but are not telling.”
Dallas
stared at him, and then laughed, “I know but I’m not telling.” He was pleased
at that. He was rather low in the pecking order, and this would give him some
prestige. He slipped out of bed, “Want some help finding clothes?”
“That’d
be good. I can only barely walk.”
Dallas
said bossily, “Let’s see your feet.”
Bob
didn’t object when his feet were closely inspected, and then Dallas ordered, “From
now on, you only stand if you really have to. I’ll look after you.”
“I
don’t mind being looked after.”
Ian
slept until his wife gently shook his shoulder with the news that the doctor
was there, ready to check the new boy. Ian glanced at the clock and swore. Already
nine thirty, and Joe was due at nine. It was just lucky he was late. He started
to scramble into his clothes, and stopped. “Offer him a cup of coffee, Helen
love. I have to have a shower. I stink.”
Helen
wrinkled her nose and said, “True. I’ll tell him.”
The
doctor called from the next room, “I’ll just go and see him, will I? I assume
it’s the kid being raced to and fro by all the young ones.”
Ian peered
out the window, and grinned as he saw the shouting crowd surrounding the new
boy. Bob was laughing helplessly as he clung to the sides of the wheelchair as
it reached a speed it was never designed to reach. If the boy who’d been a
prostitute was traumatised by his experiences, it wasn’t showing.
When
he joined the doctor and the boy, Dallas was also with them. That was the old
rule in operation, Never leave a boy
alone with a screw, laid down long ago by a boy who knew about the sort of
man attracted to teenage boys. The doctor was not a ‘screw’ but Dallas still
sat on the bed, looking very interested as the doctor dressed Bob’s feet and instructed,
“You must keep it dry, so have a
wash, not a shower. Continue with the antibiotics, but you can leave the abdominal
injury uncovered if you like. It’s healing well.”
Ian
said, “Maybe some socks over the bandages so they won’t get dirty.”
Bob
asked, “When can I start walking again?”
“When
it doesn’t hurt too much,” the doctor said. “It’s up to you, just take care not
to open up the cuts. And you have to be more careful of the other wound as
well. If you’d been sent sprawling, you could have done some damage.”
“The
stitches will just dissolve, won’t they?”
“That’s
right. I’ll see you again before you start school, and someone will have to
change the bandages, preferably every day. And I have to check what tests you
had at the hospital.”
Bob
nodded. He’d never thought about diseases one could get from sex, and as far as
he knew, they’d all been very healthy. Fit as well. Three hours exercises every
day had been compulsory. It was not something he’d ever rebelled against, and
may even have helped him defeat the masked men. Fighting against Luc had helped
him as well. Luc had even given him some laughing pointers now and then. It was
strange how Luc had treated him, almost as if he cared. It made no difference. No
decent man would rape, especially not a child. At least he’d never complained
when he asked him to help him escape. A whipping was standard punishment for embarrassing
a client.
Ralleigh
held Fenna in custody as long as he legally could, and when he was released, had
him followed. He wanted to know who he reported to.
Fenna spotted
the inexpert surveillance very quickly. He took his time, and when he lost his
tail, it appeared accidental. Only then did he report to Berlocq that there had
been a young teenage boy found collapsed at the edge of a road, but with short
hair, not long, a knife wound across abdomen, and damaged feet. He expected to
have his name and current whereabouts quite quickly.
Berlocq
was relieved. Angel could not be left to talk. He reminded Fenna of the need
for discretion and left him to it. Fenna was a competent investigator, with
some useful contacts, but Berlocq planned to use someone else to do the hit.
He’d give instructions not to hurt or even frighten. The boy’s courage had
earned him an easy death. He felt a little melancholy that Angel had to die, and
turned to his computer to run again the film of his fight at the end. Berlocq
had watched two other boys die on that scaffolding. It had given him pleasure.
It would have given him pleasure to see the end of Angel as well, the boy he’d
initiated into his life as a catamite - it was only appropriate that he saw the
end of that life.
There
was a good half-hour of Angel just pacing around, half-heartedly trying both
doors, the one near where his food was brought in, and the other with the black
outline. The computer screen was very large, and Berlocq watched for a bit, and
then went to the window of his luxury apartment and looked out over the city of
Dubai. There was an important business deal in the balance and he was in the
midst of trying to negotiate more favourable terms for himself. Ferdinand
Berlocq was an extremely wealthy and powerful man.
Luc
entered just as Angel happened to look up at the hidden camera, and he froze.
He knew that room, the sinister door behind him, and turned an accusing face to
his employer. Angel, who’d sobbed in his arms once. The boy who’d showed him his
face of passion. He’d never had such a response from a sex partner before, and
he’d relished it. He’d watched such a film with his employer once, but had
declined the next time it was offered. The children always wore white...
Berlocq
said, “Luc...” but then Luc saw Angel jerk towards the black-edged door as it
was opened, and Luc gave a cry of rage and grief and broke the monitor with the
brief case he was holding. And then he turned on Berlocq.
Berlocq
never had a chance to try and explain himself, never had the chance to say that
Angel had escaped. When Luc left, the brief-case was filled with a large amount
of money and Ferdinand Berlocq was dead. The multi-national company he’d headed
was in for some uncertain times for a bit, and incidentally, Angel, now Robert
Kelly, was a lot safer than he’d been an hour before.
*
Chapter 5.
Ian
was amused to see the younger boys flock around Bob. He wasn’t quite sure what the
boy had done to become popular so quickly, but he was showing no signs of discomfort
or shyness, and when the boys around him were suddenly in stitches of laughter,
he wondered just what he was telling them.
Bob
was tired again. He’d thought he was better, but perhaps he was not as
recovered as he wanted to be. Still, it was an investment, making himself
popular. It was a hint that Veronique had given him when he was to start
another new school, ‘Play up to them, cherie. And remember, you are like us, one
of the beautiful people. People will be willing to be your friend just because of
your looks.’ And it was true, he thought. But you still had to make an effort
at the start.
The French detective, Mssr. Bazinet, closely inspected the picture
of a twelve-year-old boy who’d disappeared. The boy was very good-looking, he
had black hair, a little long, and his smile showed perfect white teeth. It was
likely that he had been chosen to replace Robert. He asked, “Any distinguishing
marks? Scars, tattoos, piercings?”
The father said, “Nothing like that.”
The boy’s mother had hardly said anything, too distressed, but now
she said, “The burn scar, remember, Claude?” She turned to Bazinet, and said, “A
burn scar down his front, left side. It was a scald, and shows bright red with
a patch of wrinkled skin.”
The father admitted, “I’d forgotten that. He never shows his chest.”
In a motel room not far away, Franz closely inspected the sleeping
boy. He always made sure they were perfect before taking them to the farm. Jean-Pierre
was not perfect, and he sighed. It was proving quite difficult to replace
Angel, but he’d had to go. He’d felt it a real blot on his reputation to have a
boy that needed to be drugged for use. His boys were supposed to be well
trained. Even Cherub was well trained now, though they’d all sulked for a bit
after he’d retired Angel.
Jacques asked, “Leave him?”
Franz nodded.
“I’ll just tuck him in bed then.”
Neither
of them molested the child.
At the
farm, the boys were playing a ball game, shuffling the ball around the soft
green grass of the playing field. A hard surface might mark knees with grazes, which
would displease Franz. It was important not to displease Franz. None of them
wanted to disappear. And when later that day, Franz inspected them and then
commended Cherub on his good behaviour and told him he was to have a gold stud
in his left ear, he didn’t dream of arguing.
Jacques
always did the piercings. He enjoyed it. He did the whippings as well, though
there had been no call for that since Angel had left. It was a knack he took
pride in, maximum punishment with no marks. And if he hadn’t actually relished
the glares of hatred he’d received, he could assure himself it was for their
own good. They had an easier time if they behaved, sometimes earning themselves
an extra year or two of life. None of the staff used the boys for sex. Franz
would have felt it poor policy, but anyway, none of them were attracted to them
in that way. All but Franz were married, and Jacques had young children. His
children were indulged.
There
was a special meal for the farm boys that evening, and they were provided with
a gift of a dozen new books and some inflatable toys to play with in the heated
swimming pool. Franz considered the bodies of swimmers to be the most beautiful
of all and they were encouraged to spend time in the pool. Franz was the only
one to provide them with new things. It was against his rules for the clients
to give them anything. Cherub was given a few gifts just for himself. He smiled
and said thank you, but when Franz was gone, he fingered the new gold stud, and
wondered what his parents would think of him now.
A few
hours later, about the time the rejected boy opened his eyes to look around in
confusion, Laurens Bazinet supervised a raid on a Paris brothel. There were
several illegal immigrants, some underage girls working under duress, but no
boys. The madam was questioned extensively about similar establishments which
might offer boys to their clients, and came up with an unsubstantiated rumour
that there could be a very exclusive club operating. One of her clients had
mentioned it once.
“His
name?”
“Our
clients are always confidential!” she protested.
Bazinet
raised an eyebrow and she gave a name. It was an indication that Robert’s story
might be true, and when he heard that the kidnapped boy had not been harmed,
just waking in a motel room, it was another. Not many paedophiles would have
rejected a boy only because of a scar. Bazinet was a very determined man and he
started digging deeper. What he needed was a client of the farm, but none of
them were likely to come forward with information.
There
were more visits to brothels, usually made without warning. More underage girls
were rescued, and more illegal immigrants were returned to their countries of
origin.
Bazinet
contacted Ralleigh, who’d been having similar results in England, a few
underage girls, illegal immigrants, but no boys. He hadn’t even heard any
rumours of boys, though Bazinet had three times heard that there was a place, supposed
to be very expensive, and one had told him that any potential new client had to
come with a recommendation from one of their regulars.
Bazinet asked, “Tackle Robert Kelly again?”
“I’d rather leave him for the moment. If we have to, maybe.”
“Probably soon another boy will be added to their
collection.”
“Robert told us all he could, and you were pretty
rough on him. He’s just a boy of twelve!”
“If that’s his real age. He seemed older to me.”
“Maybe, but I don’t want to trouble him yet. I’m told
he’s doing well where he is.”
Bazinet
had little choice but to agree. He didn’t know where the boy was, and while he
could probably find out, seeing him without Ralleigh’s cooperation would not be
approved by either of their police forces.
*
At Ryalston
High School, Bob listened carefully to the Maths teacher’s explanations, and then
started working at the problems set for him. He was still in the small ‘Special
Education’ class, but other teachers were giving him some extra help. He’d been
promised that if he could catch up with the few subjects he was behind in, he
could go in with the fourteen-year-olds the following year, rather than those
of his own age. He’d scored very high on the General Knowledge test, in spite
of knowing little of anything that had happened in the past two years, and he’d
scored very high on the IQ test. It was a policy of the school to accelerate
and enrich learning when they found an especially able student, and they’d like
one of the disadvantaged Penwinnard boys in their OC stream. ‘Affirmative
Action’ was no longer a rallying call, but it was practiced whenever the
opportunity arose.
It was
a week and a half since he’d arrived at Penwinnard. He no longer used a
wheelchair, though he did still use crutches. There had been a particularly
deep gash across his right heel, and even now it was tender to walk on.
Dallas,
with Simmo, Jay and Wally, three twelve and thirteen-year-olds, surrounded Bob
as he emerged a little late from class, and Wally promptly grabbed his bag. It
was a bit of a competition to help him with it.
Leith
Hoskins scowled at him, and when Bob stood at the bottom of the steps, ready to
climb into the bus, quite deliberately moved forward and kicked out one of the
crutches. Bob grabbed a bar to avoid falling, and turned to snarl at the big
boy. Roddy intervened, saying, “Leave him alone, Hoks.”
Leith
smiled at Roddy, “An accident,” and added condescendingly, “Sorry, little
Bobby.”
Bob
glared at Leith, and said, “I am not little
Bobby. And I really think you should pick on someone a little more your own
size - unless of course, you’re too much of a coward!”
Dallas
quickly picked up the crutch, and elbowed himself forward a bit between Leith
and Bob. Bob still glared in the direction of Leith, but Dallas said, “Just get
on the bus, Bob,” and added in a whisper, “Roddy’ll sort him out.”
When
Dallas boarded straight after Bob, holding his crutches for him, Bob said
quietly, “Tell me about the big boys.”
“They
don’t take much notice of us mostly. Just tell us what to do sometimes.”
“Leith?”
“He
hangs around with Jack and Tom. They’re the black ones who look like brothers
but they’re not. They’re going into the army as soon as school finishes. They
want to be SAS. And Roddy, he’s sort of like a boss. He’s a good sort, but he
can fight when he needs to. He’s going on to University at Falmouth. There’s a
scholarship fund just for Penwinnard boys. Then there’s Luke and Tighe, but
they have a year of school to go yet. They get in trouble sometimes for sneaking
into town at night and getting into fights.”
“So
who else is leaving besides those?”
“Leith
is finishing school. I don’t know what he intends to do, but when you’re
eighteen and finished school, you can’t stay any more.”
Leith
was very aware that he had to leave soon, and felt a sense of panic when he
thought about it. He didn’t know what he was supposed to do, where he was
supposed to live. He hadn’t done well at school, had no job aspirations, and
while there was a mother, he didn’t want to live with her, even if she’d wanted
him back. For the moment, he tried to hide his worry, and tagged along with
Jack and Tom as he had for the past four years since he’d arrived. The black
boys seemed to have all the confidence in the world, and while they seemed
often to be in trouble, everybody liked them anyway.
Ian MacKender
was speaking to one of the shopowners of Ryalston. “He’s strong, and he knows
how to follow orders. The only thing is that he doesn’t think for himself. So
for instance, if the floor needs sweeping, you might actually have to tell him
to sweep the floor. He won’t notice by himself.”
The shopkeeper
protested, “Ian, there are local teenagers looking for jobs too.”
“I
know, John. But they all have homes, and Leith doesn’t have a home. If you knew
where he came from... He deserves a job, and he won’t have much chance if
someone doesn’t help him out.”
“I
hope you’re not expecting me to house him as well!”
“I’ll
ask Mrs. Bayliss. She’s got a couple of rooms free.”
“I
think the wife has someone in mind, a bright girl she’s known since she was
little.”
Ian
gave up, and asked instead if John’s grandchild had arrived yet. They talked
for a bit, and only when Ian turned to go, did John say, “About this kid of
yours. I’ll talk to the missus and let you know.”
“Thanks
John. I’d appreciate it.”
Every
year Ian had three or four boys leave, sometimes more, sometimes less. He
preferred that they had a job to go to. Some of them had come from generations
of social security recipients, many from drug addicts or career criminals. He
felt it essential that they not slip into the same habits as their parents. And
Leith Hoskins was far too easily influenced. If he was established in Ryalston,
he could keep something of an eye on him. And Mrs. Bayliss helped as well. She
could appear a real battle-axe, but she had a soft heart.
*
July
14th was the date that Bob had nominated as his birthday. He’d almost forgotten
until after dinner, when instead of a fairly plain dessert, the cook walked in
carrying a large cake, followed by one of her assistants with another cake, plus
a large bowl of lollies. And then Dallas nudged him, and asked, “Your first
birthday party, is it, Bob? You’re looking gobsmacked!”
Bob
scratched his head, and said, “I guess I am a bit gobsmacked. I wasn’t
expecting this,” and he beamed up at the elderly lady who was the cook, “Thanks,
Mrs. Taylor. This is great.”
Ian and
his wife were both at the head table. Ian didn’t always attend meals, but he
always did if there was a birthday. Helen rarely attended meals. She found the
boys rough and rowdy, even when she was sorry for them. It was her decree that
they were never asked to help with meal preparation. She didn’t trust their
hygiene. Ian murmured to her, “Some boys have never had any sort of a birthday
party. Tom, for instance, told me that at home, a birthday meant a clip over
the ear and extra jobs.”
“Is it
time to take him his present?”
“Please.”
Helen
presented the gift, “From Penwinnard, with best wishes.” There was always a
gift ‘from Penwinnard.’ Ian didn’t like individual staff to give the boys gifts.
There were too many boys, and one should not show favouritism.
Bob
was beaming. He’d had to be given so many things, from clothing to a toothbrush.
There were all the school things needed as well, including a laptop computer. And
now there was a paintset, just for himself. Not something because he needed it,
but a real present. Before he’d taken that in, Dallas had presented him with
his present, not wrapped, a very large bar of chocolate, ‘I know you like
chocolate,’ and then Jay and Simmo gave him a small framed painting, and Jay
said, “Lisa Tan did it. She’s the best in the school at art, and I asked if we
could buy it for you, and she just gave it, and then we bought a frame.”
Even
Wally gave him a bag of lollies. Their small allowance didn’t extend far, and
Wally said generously, “I could’ve nicked it, but I bought it. It’s for you.”
Presents.
Real presents as the Declerques used to give him. He really was Bob, his
birthday 14th July. Not Angel. The farm boys didn’t have birthdays, though
Franz gave them lots of games and books. The farm was in the distant past. He
was Bob, who had an ordinary birthday, and was given presents.
Leith
Hoskins was beginning to loathe Robert Kelly. His own birthday had been a month
before, and while he’d had the usual Penwinnard gift, the only other one had
been from Tom and Jack, combined, a t-shirt they’d pinched from a souvenir shop
the last time they’d gone to Falmouth. He was thoroughly jealous of the boy who
seemed to have everything he wanted. He’d probably even be adopted. The
goodlooking boys were always adopted.
He
jostled him afterwards as they went out the door, but Bob was in such a good
mood that he scarcely noticed. He didn’t want to be bothered fighting on his
birthday.
*
At the
farm, the new boy, Milo Forgione, now called Beni, watched as the others
prepared for their appointments. He’d been there four days, and knew what it
was all about. Cherub had advised him to let Bakker. ‘It hurts in the beginning,
especially the first time, but Bakker says he can make it so it hardly hurts at
all. And anyway, it’s a matter of cheating the bastards.’
Bakker
noticed him looking miserable, sat down beside him and put an arm around him, “It’s
not so bad. We all get used to it.”
Beni
said sullenly, “What if I don’t? What if I just refuse?”
“At
the beginning, they will force you, which will hurt you far worse than if you
cooperate. If you continue fighting it, then one day you will disappear, and
there’ll be another new boy here.”
“Cherub
said there was a boy called Angel and he disappeared.”
“Angel
did what they wanted for a long time and was very popular with the clients. But
then he changed his mind and started fighting. He didn’t last long after that.”
“What
happened to him?”
“Dead.
I’m sure he’s dead. They want us for one thing, and if we don’t provide that, we
get killed.”
“Does
he say that?”
“Franz
doesn’t say anything about the ones who disappear. Jacques sometimes tells us
they’ve gone to school or something like that.”
Beni
protested, “It’s not fair.”
Bakker
stretched out long legs encased in leather and leaned his back against the wall.
“It’s not fair and I cannot think of anything to do different that won’t get us
punished or killed.”
Beni
took a deep breath, and said, “Tomorrow then,” and he gave a wry grin, “But
you’re not allowed to enjoy it.”
Bakker
put a hand across his chest and intoned solemnly, “I promise not to enjoy it,” and
reflected that it was sometimes the most difficult part of this life, that they
hated having to do it, and yet it was sex. How could one not enjoy sex? But
afterwards... Afterwards, it made a person feel bad, worthless. At least with
the new boys he could enjoy it and know that he was helping them. It was better
than giving pleasure to some rich old man that paid for him.
Franz
led five men into the viewing room. They were the clients for the evening, each
of them curious to see the new boy. One remarked, “He looks like Angel.”
Franz
didn’t like references to Angel, and said, “I’ll only allow someone who’ll look
after him for the first time. Rough treatment at the start can ruin a boy.”
The
man said, “I can be gentle.”
Franz
just grunted. He had no intention of allowing the big man at the boy, not for at
least the first month. This was the ‘Tony’ that had hurt Cherub.
An
older man asked, “How much?”
Franz
gave a figure, “That’s the lowest bid I will accept, and only for an approved
client.”
Chang
said, “He doesn’t have the sheer beauty of Angel, but still, I’d like to be
first.”
“Anyone
else?”
One of
the men said, “Can we see him closer?”
“I
don’t want them to know we can watch.”
“He’ll
probably move when you collect one of them.”
“Are
you ready for Cherub, Dean?”
The
man whom Cherub knew as Tony, agreed, and the other men watched avidly as
Cherub was called, and the new one retreated to the far side of the room from
the door, the side that was the see-through wall. He was only a few feet from
the men. Bakker stood with him, encased in leather, and with a leather vest
that showed off muscles. The prince asked, “Can I have the big one next time?”
“If
you want. He’ll do what you want, whatever you want.”
“He
has a beautiful body.”
It
would not be until the following day that Mssr. Bazinet would have the report
that an Italian boy had been kidnapped, that he was fluent in both French and
English, and that he was extremely goodlooking. By that time, the boy was being
cuddled by Bakker, who was wiping his eyes of tears. No matter how careful, it
always hurt to begin with. Once they were used to it, only the rough ones hurt,
and once they matured a little, most of them would start finding some pleasure
in the act.
Meantime,
a bidding war had developed between Chang and Alexander Finlay, a very famous
American film star, each of whom wanted to be the one to take the virginity of
the beautiful Italian boy. Dean Summers, ‘Tony,’ was also a film star. He felt
himself insulted when Franz told him that he could have the boy only after he
was trained, but anyway, Summers thought he was cured of wanting little boys. Bakker
was amazing, and he was beginning to wonder what it would be like... Bakker
said it didn’t hurt if you wanted it, and if the ‘top’ was careful.
Bakker
was pleased and relieved to have gained another regular client. He was very
aware that he walked on a knife edge. Twenty-four and still alive. He’d seen
too many boys disappear, most at seventeen or eighteen, and then Angel, just
fourteen. He’d tried so hard to make Angel see reason.
*
Chapter 6.
Detective Superintendant Ralleigh was speaking to Ian, but Ian
answered, “Sorry, we know nothing further about him. He doesn’t talk about
himself, and I think it better not to interrogate him.”
“Settled down all right?”
“No problems. He’s happy, and the boys like him. He’s very bright by
the way, measuring 156 on the IQ test.”
“I thought IQ tests were not approved of these days.”
Ian said, “Politically incorrect, but they’re a valuable tool all
the same, and these are exceptional circumstances. He’s doing well at school, and
is to be accelerated to 4th year. His best friend is in 4th year.”
“Anything else?”
“He can fight. He’s extremely fast, and was running rings around a
boy who was calling him ‘Little Bobby.’ I had to intervene to protect the other
boy from the humiliation of defeat by a kid so much younger. There was a fight
at school too, I heard.”
“He’s aggressive then?”
“Oh, I don’t think so. Just that my boys are tough and a new one
always has to prove himself. Barbaric, of course, but it’s one thing I can’t
seem to change.”
“Robert doesn’t strike me as the meek type.”
“He’s friendly, the young ones think he’s wonderful.”
“Any signs of trauma?”
“I saw him out of bed once in the middle of the night, and he
confessed to a nightmare, nothing else.”
Ralleigh said, “I would like to question him again. It will be myself
doing the questioning, and I’ll be careful, but there will be a senior French
policeman present. Can I arrange that?”
Ian said cautiously, “It might be better to leave it a while.”
“Another boy has lost his freedom to what are probably the same mob
as Robert was with.”
“You never told me anything but that he was a child prostitute.”
“Not really a prostitute. He was a prisoner, and the boys never saw
any money. He insists it is just what he’s heard from someone else.”
“Then I suggest you leave him that pretense and you might get more
information from him. When and where?”
“Very quietly and at the Home. I don’t want word spreading.”
“You still think he might be in danger?”
“It’s likely.”
Bazinet agreed when Ralleigh insisted that he be the one to do any
questioning, even agreed that he would remember to call him Bob, not Robby, not
Bobby, not even Mr. Kelly. Instead, he primed Ralleigh on exactly what to ask, and
how to start. If the boy could only identify one of the clients, they could
question him, maybe by first finding some child pornography on his computer. That
was something they were beginning to use a lot. Almost every man had now and
then looked at something that could be deemed ‘child pornography,’ even if it
was only one that a girl had put up herself. If she was underage, the viewer
could be in trouble. Even when it wasn’t illegal, maybe due to varying laws
about ‘age of consent,’ it could ruin a man’s reputation and finish his career.
When Ian showed Bob in to the rarely used staff room the following Monday,
where Ralleigh and Bazinet waited, he was looking wary, tense.
Ralleigh took the initiative, shaking his hand, being friendly, and
suggesting he call him Jacob or Jake, as this was a quite unofficial visit. Bob
flashed a look at Bazinet, who forced a smile and said, “My name is Laurens, but
I prefer Mssr. Bazinet really. You’re just a kid.”
Bob nodded, feeling a touch less uncomfortable, “Mssr. Bazinet, Detective
Ralleigh.”
Ralleigh said, “Please sit down.”
Bob stayed standing, “There’s supposed to be someone on my side.”
“We’re all on your side, but Ian will stay if you like.”
“Mr. MacKender? Will you stay? If you’re here, they won’t hit me
probably, just yell at me.”
Bazinet said awkwardly, “I’m sorry you don’t trust us. I should not
have yelled.”
Ian sat and said, “They have a few questions. They are important,
Bob. So please cooperate.”
“I’ve already told them all I could.” He was still standing, still
worried. There were two dead men. There had been nothing in the papers, and he
didn’t know what had happened about them. He’d be a fool to ask.
Ian said with more firmness, “Sit down, Bob.”
Bob looked at him, wondering if he should demand a social worker. MacKender
sounded like he was on the side of the policemen.
Ralleigh said, “Please, Bob. There are boys still being abused. You
know that.”
“You haven’t found anything then?”
“Nothing that uses boys. Police in several countries have been
checking places they know, and sometimes, young girls have been rescued. And Laurens
has heard hints that there is a place, but it sounds like it is more likely to
be nearer Paris than Nice.”
“The boy who told me was never sure it was Nice. It could be Paris.”
“Might it be in another country, Monaco for instance?”
“Possibly.”
Bazinet passed a large photo to Ralleigh, who put it in front of an
empty chair, and said, “Please Bob. I want you to look closely at this
picture.”
Bob picked up the photograph, studied it, sighed and finally sat
down. Black hair like his own, though a more olive skin, he thought. Good looks,
about twelve. He asked, “Has he disappeared then?”
“His name’s Milo. We wonder if he was taken by the same ones as the
friend of yours was.”
Bob gave him a grateful look. It was easier if they pretended it was
not him. He nodded, “Probably.” He was looking at the picture, the boy happy, smiling,
and he asked, “When was he taken?”
“He’s Italian. I didn’t hear straightaway. He was taken a week ago, from
Florence.”
Bob stared at the picture, feeling miserable for him. Franz always
gave the new boys several days to get used to the idea, but if it hadn’t
happened now, it would be soon, and he asked hopelessly, “You have no clues?”
Bazinet said softly, “If we can put pressure on a client… I think
that might be the only way.”
Ralleigh said, “We want you to take your time, but go through the pictures
we have, carefully, and tell us if you recognise anyone.”
Bob nodded miserably. He couldn’t not do it, and he sighed. Silently,
Bazinet passed over the piles of pictures. They were of any rich man he could
think of, who’d ever been suspected of being interested in boys.
An hour later, Bob was still there, looking carefully at each
picture, and putting each in turn to the side. The men had been conferring
quietly in the corner, their talk now ranging wide.
When Bazinet came back to him and asked how he was going, Bob said, “These
are all European. There were Arabs, Japanese, Chinese, all sorts.”
Bazinet admitted, “I didn’t think of that. These are mostly French.”
“You should think wider. The sort of men who travel all over the
world, the sort who know more than one language. The very rich.”
“Do you know how much they paid?”
“The boys were never told, never saw any money. A client said once, but
I think there were different figures sometimes. Like they pay more for the
first time, I’m pretty sure.”
Ralleigh prompted, “A client said once?”
A client said once, but I think there were different figures
sometimes. Like they pay more for the first time, I’m pretty sure.”
Ralleigh prompted, “A client said once?”
“He said 98,000 Euros.”
Bazinet laughed, “It couldn’t be! That’s more than I earn in a
year!”
“I don’t know. That’s just what this man said.” He was still
methodically working through the pictures.
Ian stood up, “Coffee anyone?”
Bob looked up, “Yes, please.”
Ralleigh said disapprovingly, “Coffee’s bad for children.”
Bob laughed. Sex was bad for children as well, and so were masked
men with knives. But he asked, “Hot chocolate then? There’s an awful lot to
go.” He still relished sweet things. For so long he’d been deprived of sweet
things, and his pocket money was insufficient to spend much on lollies.
Ian returned with drinks for the men, and even some chocolate
biscuits, which he placed near Bob. But Bob was stopped, staring at a
particular face, then staring away. He didn’t know, his memory was blurry, and yet…
Ralleigh said practically, “Maybe just put it aside and look at again in a
while.”
Without comment, Bob put it to the side and continued through the
photographs, sipping his drink sometimes, but not touching the biscuits. He
could imagine Veronique in his mind cautioning him not to get chocolate on the
pictures.
He stopped suddenly and said positively, “Ferdy. This is Ferdy. He
was a regular client.”
Bazinet grabbed the photograph and checked the number, “Could you
testify? If he had sex with you, we could put him away.”
Bob said distantly, “He would have me killed. And you said you were
only trying to find the farm.”
Ralleigh shot an annoyed glance at Bazinet, and said encouragingly, “We
won’t worry about that for now. Maybe instead you can find someone else, someone
with a little less influence.”
Bob picked up the picture he’d put aside, frowned at it, and then
handed it to Ralleigh, not Bazinet, “This one, but I’m not sure.” He could
almost see the face in his memory, gloating over him, but the face shimmered
and faded in and out of focus. It would have been in the last weeks when they’d
been drugging him. He’d managed to hurt all of the staff at least once, he
thought. It was no wonder they gave up on him.
He sighed. There were Cherub and Bakker and the new one whose name
he’d forgotten. He started looking through the photographs again. It seemed
like he’d been looking for hours.
Ralleigh and Bazinet were conferring in quiet voice, “Prince Albirich?”
“I don’t think we can act against him, and anyway, he was not sure.”
“Ferdinand Berlocq?”
“It was a positive identification, even his name. I need to make a
phone call.”
Five minutes later, he returned looking grim. “He was killed, just a
few days after Bob made his appearance.”
They glanced at Bob, conscientiously looking closely at each picture
and then putting it in the discarded pile. The pile of pictures was finally
beginning to diminish. “Tell him?”
Ralleigh said, “I’ll do it.”
Bazinet grimaced and nodded. It was undeniable that Ralleigh managed
the boy better than he did.
Ralleigh put the photograph in front of Bob, and said, “Ferdinand
Berlocq. He is dead.”
“Dead?” and Bob added spitefully, “Painfully, I hope.”
Bazinet said, “It appears so, indeed.”
“There was one who worked for him. He was called Luc. You could find
him quite easily maybe.”
“Would he know the farm?”
“His boss treated him. He was a client as well.”
“Luc. I’ll get his full name, and see.”
“It may not be his real name, of course,” and he glanced at Bazinet,
“What about the other one I found?”
“If you are right, he is untouchable.”
Bob shoved the pile away, “Then maybe they’re all untouchable. Why
should that one be exempt?”
Ian said quietly, “Don’t give up, Bob. It is worthwhile.”
Bob glanced at the door, but then sighed and returned to the task.
By the time he finished over an hour later, Bazinet had another
picture for him, “Is this the Luc you spoke of?”
Bob nodded, and stood, “May I go now?”
Bazinet gave him an austere smile, “Thank you, Bob. You’ve done
well.”
Bob was walking fast when he left, and running the moment he was in
the open. He needed the beach, the nice clean beach where he could run and the
sound of the waves would wash away the memories of life as an unwilling
prostitute.
Dallas was with the usual group of younger boys, and one pointed, “There
he is.”
Simmo said, “It’s nearly dinner time.”
“Maybe best just me anyway,” and he took off after his friend whom
the bastards had been upsetting. Maybe he was to be sent away.
Bob was thoroughly unhappy. He wanted to leave Angel behind, but how
could he? He was the only chance the others had of freedom. And if they found
clients, they’d want him to testify. If he did, he was dead, he knew it. He’d
only just got his life back. He didn’t want to die.
*
Milo sobbed softly in the arms of Sidney Chang, known to him as
Sidney. He was Beni now, no longer Milo. He was a boy paid for, and now he was
used. Bakker had suggested he cry and pretend it had hurt more than it did,
‘The bastards like to hurt. Why else do they want kids?’ But if he’d been
reasonably gentle, to play up to him on the grounds that having one man more
often was better than having lots of different ones. But Milo’s tears were not
acting. This was the beginning, and soon he’d be like the rest, getting dressed
up for clients, putting on makeup, worrying about pimples, submitting to daily
inspections. He was a prostitute. He hadn’t even known there were boy
prostitutes until Jerome had explained just what they did, what they had to do
to survive.
So he was nestled in a man’s arms, crying on his shoulder, while the
man lay on his back, smiling at the ceiling. It was always special to have a
virgin boy, and he didn’t resent the enormous price paid - not when he knew the
act would never come back to haunt him. This boy was unlikely to live past his
teens, and he gently caressed the tears away and hushed him, “You’ll get used
to it, and tonight Franz will give you a present.”
That night, when Beni was presented with a large book about cars, he
regarded it for a moment, and then threw it back at Franz. He wasn’t much
punished, just confined to his room for a night and day, with the exception of
the compulsory exercise sessions.
Franz was unconcerned with the minor revolt, much more concerned
about Renard’s acne. An excellent diet, the best medications money could buy, yet
it was getting worse and worse. Renard was fifteen. He didn’t want to retire a
boy at fifteen, not so soon after Angel. Maybe he’d improve, and he was good at
disguising them when he had an appointment. He’d tell him to have one of the
others do his back. He’d noticed a nasty one on his shoulder, and that wouldn’t
do. His clients demanded the best, and that was what he provided. He took pride
in it.
*
Dallas caught up with Bob, and asked, “All right, Bob?”
“I guess,” and he sat down on the sand. Dallas sat down next to him
in undemanding silence.
After a time, Bob pulled himself up, and said, “Best get back. You
won’t want to miss dinner.”
“They used to laugh at me for always being first at dinner. That’s
because I was half-starved as a kid, you see? Even now, I’m no bigger than you
are, even though I’m a lot older.”
Bob gave him a sidelong grin, “Not that much older.” He’d been
half-starved as a kid as well. It’s why he could get away with the pretense
that he was younger than his true age. He’d had some dramatic changes of
fortune when he was younger. It had made him somewhat fatalistic.
*
Chapter 7
Ian was relieved when he noticed Bob and
Dallas arrive in the dining room. They were late, and usually, latecomers would
miss out, but this time, Mary had been warned, and allowed them to coax her to
provide for them.
To Ian’s
eyes, Bob appeared to have put away his upset, and was now talking to Gerry. Gerry
was sixteen, physically awkward, and without friends. He was the complete
opposite of Bob, so very goodlooking, and who had found his feet so quickly in
the new environment.
Gerry
asked, “They want to take you away, Bob?”
Bob
poked at his meal, “I don’t know. They didn’t say anything about that.”
“Are
you going to tell us what it’s all about?”
“I’m a
potential witness in a case. They had hundreds of photos and I was trying to
identify some men.”
“Yes?”
Bob
shook his head, “I’m not going to tell you any more.”
Dallas
said, “So how are we going to cheer you up?”
Bob
looked at him, head slightly to his side, “I think desperate measures are
called for. I want to see a naked woman.”
Dallas
squeaked in disbelief, and Gerry said casually, “There’s tons on the internet. I
know lots of sites.”
“But they’re
blocked, all the adult sites are.”
“Easy
enough to fix that.”
Bob
grinned, “Really? You can bypass the tit-blocker?” He was talking about the way
that the computers both at Penwinnard and the school denied access to adult
sites. Bob thought it was high time he learned a bit more about sex, about ordinary sex. And he wanted to look at
naked women - just the same as every other teenage boy in the world.
Dallas
said, worried, “You might get into trouble.”
Gerry
said, “They won’t know. I’ll show you how if you like.”
“Straight
after dinner?”
Ian
strolled around after dinner later that day, as he often did, just keeping an
eye on things. But Wally had been keeping an eye out and by the time that he
entered the Rec room with its computers, Dallas and Bob were researching the
SAS. Tom and Jack entered Basic Training in a week, and when Ian asked if they
were also interested in the army, Bob said casually that he was thinking about
it.
Later,
Ian said to Helen, “It’s like he wants to move himself as far away as possible
from his past. First ‘Bob’ when he looks nothing like a Bob, and now the SAS.”
“Understandable of course. With his looks, I
doubt if he’s left it behind him, either. There’ll always be men who look at
him, and some will inevitably try and fondle.”
“It’s
one reason Ruth asked me to take him, I think. The bigger places with a lot of
staff - well, you can never be sure.”
“Martin
still being a problem?”
“I can
mostly handle boys but I can’t seem to get through to Martin. Even after I
explained he was helping the police, reminded him he could be a target, and he still said that he was using his learned
arts to be popular.”
“Does
Bob realise?”
“I
don’t know. Probably not. I don’t think Martin has ever spoken to him.”
“It’s
not the boy’s fault. Martin’s a fool sometimes.”
Back
in the Rec Room, Dallas chortled, “Look at the set on that one.”
Bob
said, “It’ll take years to get a girlfriend the proper way. I wonder how much
it would cost for a pro.”
Dallas
turned to him in stunned amazement, “You’re only thirteen!”
Bob
grinned, “That’s old enough, I reckon.”
Wally
asked, “If you get enough money for that, can I come too?”
“How
can we earn money these holidays, do you think?” For Bob, there was an obvious way
he could earn money, but he had no intention of submitting to that ever again, even
if it did feel good sometimes. He wanted a girl, and as soon as possible.
Three
days later, Bob was again in Ian’s office, looking through photographs. Neither
Ralleigh nor Bazinet were there, just that the package had arrived from Bazinet
with the request that he have Bob look through them.
After
two hours, Bob put the last one aside with a sigh. He hadn’t recognised any of
the men pictured, but it had depressed him. He had a little bit of money from
doing a few odd jobs and from saved pocket money, but not near enough to pay a
call girl, and anyway, there didn’t seem to be any in Ryalston. Instead, he
planned to start being very nice to Megan, the one who did the laundry. Maybe
he could use a sob story, that people wanted to kill him, and he just wanted it
once before he died. Megan was quite young, and he knew she was not married. He’d
say he was sixteen, just small because he’d been so badly treated when he was
little.
Ian
thought nothing of it when he found Bob chatting to Megan in the big laundry. It
would be to do with the new school uniforms he would need when school resumed,
or maybe he simply wanted new clothes. He thought that Bob might not be
accustomed to anything at all shabby, though he’d made not the slightest
complaint.
There
was a special dinner a few days later, and Tom, Jack, and Leith were presented
with a wallet each, and an amount was put into their bank accounts. They were
no longer Penwinnard boys, they were adults. It was a big occasion, an important
occasion. Ian was well satisfied, especially pleased and relieved about Leith who’d
been very happy to be promised a proper job and have accommodation arranged for
him. And Tom and Jack could put their sense of adventure into good use in the
army, though he didn’t know how they’d react to the discipline.
Roddy would
also be leaving, but not for several weeks, when he would move to Falmouth to
attend University. He’d receive his farewell gifts then. Roddy was a responsible
boy, unofficial leader of the boys for the past two years. Presumably Luke
would take his place. He and Tighe had been friends for years, but he knew
they’d had a fight, and since then, Tighe had been deferring to Luke. The
fights for the position of leader could be quite vicious, but there was no
point in interfering. These boys would never take any notice of an appointed or
elected leader, one who wanted to lead had to fight for the privilege.
Leith
was making sure to laugh hilariously at the antics of Tom and Jack. He was a Penwinnard
boy, and Penwinnard boys were far too tough to be scared, but it was a big
thing, going to a job and a new place to live. Ordinary kids could go home if
they screwed up, but you couldn’t if you didn’t have a home. But Mrs. Bayliss
was good. Rather tall and stout, and she looked like she might have a real
temper. She’d said she was going to feed him up. He didn’t need feeding up, but
he took it to mean that she’d look after him, maybe a bit more than he needed, but
that was OK. It was nice to be looked after.
That
evening, there was a riotous party involving all of the seniors, though Bob and
Dallas were threatened with violence if they didn’t immediately go to bed where
they were supposed to be. They were not offered a drink. Tom and Jack were very
drunk.
*
With
the warmer weather, an annual cleanup was conducted along a creek bed in Yorkshire.
Some old clothes were picked up along with other rubbish. They’d once been
white, but the mud made the bloodstains unrecognizable. The clothing was given
no significance and was soon buried with all the other rubbish. The knife was
already gone, having been discovered by a ten-year-old. It was in his bottom
drawer, among other treasures. The motel where two bodies still lay, was almost
forgotten. Not only had the local authorities been unable to locate the owner, hardly
anyone ever passed that way.
Bazinet had not been able to find Luc Briand, Berlocq’s bodyguard. He
was officially a suspect for the murder of his employer, but there was no
motive and Berlocq thought it more likely that he’d also been killed. He was
beginning to feel thoroughly discouraged with the whole business when an email
arrived from Robert Kelly, ‘Definite
identification, known to the boys as Alex. His favourite was Jerome and then Cherub
when he came. Alexander Finlay, American film star. Is he untouchable too?’
Bazinet’s grin was feral. Just the threat of exposure would have the
film star talking, he thought. Alexander Finlay, who’d risen to fame only in
the last few years, but now there would be hardly anyone who didn’t know who he
was. And he turned to his computer and typed in the name.
In
Bazinet’s view, the Americans were quite laughably prudish when it came to sex,
and Finlay caved in very quickly. He could tell him that there were five boys
and a young man available, he’d been able to identify some of the boys, and provided
the information that it was a half hour’s drive from Nice, and very little
traffic in the last part. He could even give him the general direction. After
that, it was just a matter of detailed checking of maps and records, meantime
taking care not to alert Franz or any of his staff. He had aerial photographs, descriptions
and detailed diagrams of the internal layout, prepared with the help of Finlay,
and with the help of Bob, who’d also been able to provide details of the boys’
daily routine.
Finlay
gave a sigh of relief when it appeared that Bazinet was not interested in
prosecuting him. He assumed it was thanks to his helpfulness. He’d told them
everything he knew, even to the room where the clients could watch the boys. He
didn’t dare give anyone any hints of his betrayal. He’d seen Bertrand Zappacosta
there once, and he was a crime boss, though usually referred to as a ‘racing
identity.’ He was quite sure that Zappacosta wouldn’t hesitate to have him
killed. With a sense of relief, he returned to Hollywood to start his next film.
It would be the biggest yet, and had been making news even before filming had
begun. He was the hero, the handsome star that women drooled over.
A week
after Finlay shared as much as he knew of the farm, a strike team studied aerial photographs as Bazinet outlined the
plan of attack. “We’re going in at five in the evening when we expect to find
all the staff present and probably the boys being inspected by the one they
know as Franz. That is Franz Van de Weel, the registered owner of the property.
The boys are locked inside by that time, and are not allowed out until morning
exercise. As for staff, at least one will be in the main house preparing the
evening meal, and one or two minimum with Franz.”
“How
many staff?”
“Six
men to the best of our knowledge, two of them not known to the boys. Probably
no women, but that’s not certain. They must have no warning. From the
ruthlessness with which the older boys are disposed of, a warning might lead to
all six of the victims being killed.”
He
went on to detail the plan of attack to the twenty-five members of the team, remembering
to caution them to watch for innocents. There was always a possibility of error.
There were observers present, including Detective Superintendant Ralleigh. The
boys were from several countries, and each of those countries had been informed
that with some luck, one of their citizens might be freed that day. The parents
of the boys knew only that ‘investigations were looking promising.’ A reception
centre was prepared for the six boys, at once innocent kidnap victims, and boys
used for sex. The one who’d been put in charge wasn’t at all sure how to treat
them.
The
entrance to the farm was imposing, a gravelled drive leading to a large and
graceful house. There was no gatekeeper, instead there was an intercom, and the
gate could be opened from within by remote control. The house itself seemed to reek
of rich respectability, but the estimated twelve hectares behind it were encircled
by high walls with a sinister strand of wire running along the top. It was
guessed that it could deliver an electric shock, possibly lethal, and when the
team took their positions at four different places around the wall, they came prepared
to defeat the obstacle. They were armed and wore bullet-proof vests. Bob had
said he’d never seen them armed except by Tasers, but these were ones who
brazenly kidnapped boys from good homes, and when they chose, murdered them. The
team was prepared for a fight.
Franz regarded
the line of naked boys thoughtfully. Beni huddled next to Bakker, who had a
hand on his shoulder. The boy looked straight down at the floor. Even now his
face was reddened. New boys always took a while to become accustomed to this
routine, but it was essential. Lex and Jerome were unworried, but Renard was
uneasy, he could tell. Three new pimples on his chin, and he probably didn’t
even know about the one on his left buttock. Normally he would already have
retired him. He asked, “Bakker still checking your back every evening, Renard?
Don’t forget your behind.”
The
boy said quickly, “Yes, Franz,” and then offered, “My big brother had bad
pimples, but then they cleared up, all of them, and quite suddenly.”
Franz
smiled kindly, “Then no doubt that’s what will happen with you.” He didn’t
think it would, he had a feeling that Renard hadn’t even had an older brother. He
never bothered with records of names and families. The boys would never see
them again.
His
eyes went on to the younger boys, and he said, “Jerome, from now on, Marcel is
to lighten your hair every fortnight, the same as he does Bakker’s.” The blonde
hair of children always darkened as they grew older.
Lex
gave a sudden dramatic shiver, and he smiled, amused, “All right, dress.”
He
watched them dress, still troubled about Renard. The Spice-kid in March, Angel
in June... if Renard disappeared as well, the remaining boys could react badly.
He always told his clients they were happy, looked after, but he also
maintained very high standards. Angel had been a loss. Beni just didn’t have
his shining perfection. A pretty boy, of course. Maybe he should start looking
again. Meantime? He turned back to Renard, “Have Bakker teach you how to top, Renard.
Learn well, and I might change the way I present you.”
Bakker
felt a hollow churning in his stomach. Franz never kept more than one with the
skill to top. If Renard was to learn, then it must be he who was to go. A hand
was slipped into his, and he looked down. Beni, who must have seen the worry in
him. He felt himself comforted, and squeezed his hand.
The
five boys and one young man were lined up again, this time dressed. Franz said,
“Renard, no appointment, nor you, Beni. Lex, you have Tony, Jerome, you have Jim,
and Bakker, you have Alby again. Cherub, you’re to be ready, but nothing set
yet.” Cherub was to be offered to Renard’s appointed client. Renard wasn’t fit
to present to a client, not with that nasty red mark on his behind.
The door
crashed open, and suddenly they were being roared at, Bakker finding himself
face down on the floor, hands in cuffs behind his back even before he could
work out what had happened. The younger boys were herded into a corner, and
Franz, Jacques and Marcel were also face down on the floor. The gendarmerie. Bakker
started to cry. Freedom, not death.
Beni
darted away from the group of children and knelt beside him, and when a
policeman tried to remove him, he resisted, “It’s Bakker! You’re not allowed to
hurt him.”
“Bakker?”
Bazinet ordered, “Let him go,” and when Bakker
scrambled to his feet, wiping his eyes and trying to restrain his sobbing, he
asked, “Pierre-Antoine Benichou?”
Bakker
nodded and Bazinet said quite curtly, “Your parents will be very happy to see
you safe, Mssr. Benichou.”
Renard
asked, “Are mine? Do they know?”
“They
don’t know yet.”
Renard
said shakily, “I thought I was going to be killed soon, because I have pimples,
you see.”
Bazinet
looked at the vividly goodlooking boy, and said calmly, “No-one will be killed,
pimples or not. This crime is at an end.”
Franz
glanced over at the boys, then turned his face down again. All those powerful
men he knew, his clients - they were probably more likely to kill him than to
try and protect him. And who had
betrayed him? Probably no-one would even plant a tree for him when one of them
killed him. He always planted a tree for his boys.
*
Bob
was lying down next to Megan, admiring breasts. She hadn’t let him have sex
with her, but she’d several times allowed this. They were in her small flat in Ryalston.
Bob
was remembering how he’d learned to use his tongue and mouth to pleasure a male.
He’d only done it once to a client before deciding that he would not. Instead, he’d
played with Bakker and the Spice-kid, making himself expert, and finding
pleasure in giving this pleasure to his fellow prostitutes, while denying it to
his clients. A woman could probably be pleasured in the same way, he assumed, maybe
not exactly the same way.
It was
not long later that Megan was moaning in her acute pleasure and at last gasped
out that he had to put on a condom. Bob didn’t give her time to change her mind,
just slipping a condom out of its packet, and rolling it onto his own penis. He’d
done it many times for clients, but this was the first time that he’d put a
condom on himself.
He was
too careful for Megan’s liking, and when he was thumped on the back, he obliged
by thrusting harder, as commanded. He should have thought. This was the way it
was supposed to be. He wouldn’t hurt Megan as the clients quite often hurt the
boys. This, this, was the way it was
supposed to be.
Bob
was gloriously happy when he made his way back to Penwinnard very late that
night. Angel was long gone. He was Bob, and enjoying every minute of being Bob.
Megan. Megan was wonderful, though he didn’t deceive himself that he was in
love. He was in lust, and he wanted more of her, every night maybe. Bob. Bob
had a very good life.
*
Chapter 8
Ian MacKender
gave a sigh of relief when he was informed that Bazinet and Ralleigh didn’t
need testimony from Robert Kelly. They had five boys and a man, all prepared to
testify, plus a confession from at least one of the men, and best of all, they
had a list of clients, full names and addresses, complete with a note of the
name by which the boys knew them and their favourite boy. Bazinet said, “We
know what they called him now, but it seems he never told the other boys what
his real name was. But that is not our affair, and he would still be very much
at risk if he was exposed.”
Ralleigh
and Bazinet were not even planning to try and work out how he’d escaped. Franz
had been adamant that, like the others, he’d been painlessly euthanazed. ‘Kind
to his boys, always,’ he’d said. They’d seen the trees, all different varieties
with the names of vanished boys. And the incinerator with its residue of ash.
The
rescued boys might also be at risk, but if the list of clients happened to be
‘leaked,’ then there was no point in killing them. Alexander Finlay would be on
the list of clients, though he’d taken care that it would not be known that he
was the one who’d betrayed the operation. Bazinet thought it would be a death
sentence for Finlay if his betrayal was known. Some of the clients! Men so rich
they could buy out a small country if they chose. Royalty, but he had no direct
jurisdiction in other countries and there was the problem of potential diplomatic
repercussions.
Bazinet
had made a major coup with the exposure of the farm, even when he was denied the
chance to charge any of the clients with child rape. ‘Lack of evidence,’ though
Bazinet had plenty of evidence. There were three very important members of
government on that client list and Bazinet smiled his thin smile. There were
going to be some upset people when the newspapers started running with it.
It was
thanks to ‘Angel,’ the beautiful boy who’d hacked off the long hair that was
shown on the sketch in front of him. Perhaps he was owed something.
A day
later, Bob studied the list of clients that Bazinet had sent him along with the
assurance that Bakker, Renard, Cherub, Jerome and Lex were all safe, along with
the new one known as Beni. And he’d said that ‘Angel’ was thought to be dead, so
unless he wished to tell Ralleigh his real name, he could stay Bob Kelly as far
as he was concerned.
Bazinet had written to him almost as an equal, even if still stiffly.
He hadn’t expected that, but maybe the man had finally worked out that he was
not something to be held in contempt just because he’d been a toy for men. It
could have happened to anyone.
The clients, and he actually laughed as he realised the status of
some of those he’d ‘entertained.’ There was one he thought he should have
recognized at the time, and now he saw the name, he realised it had been an
acquaintance of the Declerques. He’d been introduced
to the man when he was their pampered son. He’d been one of those who’d
complained to Franz so that he’d been whipped, even when he’d provided him with
what he wanted. How much money had he earned? And now he didn’t have enough to
buy Megan a birthday present.
Laurens Bazinet was amused when he received the reply to his email, with
the suggestion that all of Franz’s money be divided amongst the surviving
victims. It was logical and fair, but he had to reply that it was not possible,
even though there had been great wads of cash piled in cupboards and drawers
all through the house. It appeared that Franz had never found much to spend his
profits on. The government had taken control of the millions, while the boys
went back to their homes, penniless.
Fifteen-year-old Renard inspected himself in
the mirror, and grinned. Not a pimple. No lotions, no treatment, not even
plenty of exercise in the open air as Franz insisted on. He’d eaten lots of
chocolate, lots of hot and greasy fast food, with the result that his pimples
had disappeared. Freedom. It didn’t matter now whether he had pimples or not. No-one
now would dispose of him for not measuring up to standards. And Franz was
expected to get a sentence long enough that he’d die in prison.
He was back with his parents, and they’d spoken
to a solicitor. There was to be a civil suit, against Franz for the money owned,
and if necessary, against the French government who had possession of it. Bakker
had passed on something he’d overheard, that there were millions, just lying
around. He could make a civil suit against any of the clients he wanted to as
well, if he wanted. He gave a grin of sheer relish. This was going to be fun. The
others should be in it as well. There was plenty of money to go around.
*
Ian was doing his usual walk around the buildings of the complex
that was Penwinnard Boys’ Beach Home. He noticed Gerry sweeping the sand from
the cliffside path, and frowned. Bob was supposed to be doing that as his
punishment project, but then he saw him nearby, undertaking the much bigger
task of removing the sand from around Kevin’s Lookout. He was whistling, and Ian
grinned. He didn’t know why he’d been out so late the previous evening, but he
doubted it was serious mischief. It was good to see him such friends with
Gerry, too. Gerry’s status had risen with the friendship. Everyone seemed to
like Bob. He even seemed to have won over the French detective.
He wandered over, and Bob looked at him warily. There was no way he
was going to stop visiting Megan, he just had to make sure he wasn’t caught. It
was so much better than some old bastard who’d paid for him, and was very
likely going to hurt him. It never hurt having sex with Megan, didn’t hurt him
and didn’t hurt her. Why would anyone want a different way?
But Ian just greeted them amiably, and asked why Gerry was helping.
“Mr. Sanders said he should do it instead of holding me up by
talking,” replied Bob.
Gerry had said nothing, only continuing with his job, not very
efficiently. Gerry had been a resident since he was eleven, and in that time, had
never been in trouble. Ian was wondering if that was to change now that he’d
become such friends with Bob. Not that Bob was a trouble-maker, just that his
polite obedience seemed to him to be shallow. Ian suspected that if he really
wanted to do something, he wouldn’t worry about a simple thing like rules.
That night, Ian and Helen were in the lounge room of their own home.
They were watching the news. Almost every day, there was another revelation
about the farm and its clients. This time it was about Finlay, who’d been
dropped from the film he’d been making. According to the producer, it was
better to cut his losses and start again with a different actor. And then there
was the highly respected hereditary lord who’d shot himself, unable to endure
the disgrace.
Helen said heartlessly, “Serve him right. Serve them all right.”
In the TV room, Bob grinned. He didn’t remember the lord, but he
thought death perfectly appropriate for anyone who’d use unwilling children for
sex. And even if they’d mostly known better than to show themselves unwilling, it
had to have been obvious that they were not there by choice.
The very next news item showed an interview with Bakker, real name
not given, and face and voice disguised. He said that there was to be a book in
memory of those who’d gone, and yes, it would name names.
The reporter asked, “Were you often punished?”
“Only if we didn’t do what we were told. There was Angel. He started
refusing to cooperate. He was whipped time and time again. They made us watch
sometimes.”
“Who was Angel?”
“He was my particular friend. Gone now, like the ones who became a
little old, or maybe were injured. One called Danny had a client we hated. I
know his full name now, Senator William J. Harris, an American. Anyway, Danny
didn’t come back from his appointment, and we never saw the senator after that
as well, so I guess Franz would not allow him. He didn’t like his merchandise
being damaged.”
“And this is to be in your book?”
“The clients are guilty of raping children, yet most would get off
scot free if left to the police. I will name names, and I will say what they
liked to do. They will be punished.”
“What about the laws of libel?”
“Libel does not apply to provable facts.”
The reporter grinned and turned to the camera, “So there you have it.
Want to know what the rich men spend money on? Read Bakker’s book, out soon.”
They went on to a report of the latest terrorism threat, and then to
talk of soccer.
Bob stretched and suggested to Gerry, “Find Dallas and Conan?”
“Conan the new boy?”
“Thirteen, and freshly orphaned. He’s a bit of a mess.”
“I suppose he’ll be seeing Donna.”
“I suppose. Dallas says she’s all right.”
“What happened to your counselling?”
Bob grinned at him, “Fixed. I just stopped turning up. She gave up
in the end.”
*
The End.
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